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Residuals accrue
things still sell
amid the flurry of data bits
idea vampires
accounting schemes
the rip off continues each day
money makes money make money
take what tou can grab and climb
listening to mp3’s
I could never afford in total
would I be denied the ability to hear
until I worked enough to pay
the great machine’s fee
I will listen
one day buy
today someone else buys
and I would be paid my fee
on the things that do sell
perhaps one day I
can buy
some albums
It seems an impossibility.
So
another foot in a shoe in the Georgia Strait
That’s 7 feet.
and apparently none are pairs.
The RCMP in the Metro say
We don’t suspect foul play…
????
someone is tying people they’ve killed to rocks,
dumping them off a boat
the body rots or is fish eaten
and the foot separates from the leg..
the body dissolves or is gobbled
and the foot
with it’s nice floating “air sole”
washes up…
No foul play?
Oh wait….
Now I remember, from long ago
24 sex trade workers have disappeared from the DTES
We have no reason to suspect foul play….
Spin that “news” round and round baby…
Someone told me yesterday that Gordon Campbell
just made a new contract to replace the roof of BC place
for half a billion
Thousands of people are out of work
they need wage subsidies
retraining to take different careers
lots of people are suffering daily
with medical problems
that fast food mc medicine clinics aren’t solving
Rah Rah BC
the best place on earth
once we kill off all these useless extra people
the ones who aren’t rich
and won’t serve…
So this last friday I think it was
there was an article in the Globe and Mail
about how the “torch relay”
was actually never performed in ancient greece
It was actually
a boombastical display of uber nationalism
created by the Nazi Party
for the Berlin Olympics.
The irony…
It’s kind of like when you realize
all those weird names that communism used
like Homeland or Czar,
suddenly started popping up all over the New World Order…
Supersize my New World Order
with Patriotic Freedom Fries
and the large cup of Propaganda,
and no, I don’t want it toasted…
B.C. is spending $6+ Billion for 250k people expected to attend
that equals $24K spent per “participant” at the Olympics
And the gov’t balks at paying out less than $7k per year per social services recipient…
Someone working for minimum wage doesn’t make $25k here
and we’re spending it on party goers…
Meanwhile the money the Feds give the provinces for Social Services, “Housing”, and “Employment Retraining” goes right into the american banks of the “service providers” run by american companies in Canada.
Sweep up clean up, throw them all in jail
the olympics is the tester to see
if a society is willing
to destroy its own poor
for nationalist pride
We’re finally in the big leagues,
Eh?
or is it Heil?
They’re gonna want sausages
those european tourists
so why don’t we take all the poor people, unemployed, dissidents, poor elderly, disabled, maladjusted, mentally ill, and just plain inconvenient folks who won’t be good slaves and grind them into sausages?
“Olympic Pride” Sausages
made from 100% useless Canadian miscreant meat matter.
And after the Olympics
when we’ve spent another half billion in BC
on a new roof for another sports citadel
to incite civic pride
we can feed the miscreants that are still somehow alive
the left over sausages
before we finally just decide
to send them to forced labour camps
If we trace the rise of the Nazi’s
it’s interesting to see
that they too loved sports
they too came from a minority gov’t
they too had police that we’re all white
they too spent millions on sports
while the people they disliked
died in ghettos and camps
and their hatred
of coloured skin, fags and dykes, religious minorities
anyone old or weak or sick
almost covered the world.
I know you think I’m exaggerating
Making super silly connections
but consider
this is the WINTER Olympics
that means it’s all going to be
Slavs/Germanics/South Africans
The major competitors and participants
will all be coming
from countries where aryan/white supremacist groups reign
and skiing is a pastime for the extremely wealthy.
Follow the record of the past
don’t you see?
History repeats…
I’ve notice a few times now
because I was purposefully checking
and the search bar at the top of this blog
doesn’t accurately search the whole blog
That’s why I show all the posts and I archive the blog regularly offline
because if I don’t show all the posts
you won’t actually find things by doing a search with the blogger toolbar
you have to use the search in your browser.
That’s why the page loads slower than most
because every post is there.
For instance
If I search for “community”
only one article or two generally is returned
by the above search tool
but if I search for the same word using the browser search
I find almost a dozen articles containing the word.
I have to find a blog platform that isn’t based in America
because if google will bow to China and alter searches
they’ll certainly monkey with stuff for the Patriot act
and the words of the past,
the inconvenient ones,
disappear down the memory hole…
I wonder if in the future
when I compare my archives to the blog
if I will find revisions…
I see you shake your head and mutter
something about paranoia…
So I’m looking at this weeks Courier mag here in Van
there’s some woman (I’ll try to get the names and shit later)
anyway, she’s going on
about how people shouldn’t give to the food bank
because the feeding of the poor is a government responsibility
It is definately a gov’t responsiblity
but until everyone is taken care of by a federally regulated social safety net
that pays for actual rent prices and covers bills and food adequately
along with childcare, yes — UNIVERSAL CHILDCARE
Until then,
we still need food banks.
And yes, it’s as she says, as I’ve said all along,
the food banks make people stand outside for 1-2 hours,
without any cover from the rain and nothing to sit on,which is sick
and the food bank here gives out not enough food for a person
other cities give 2-3 bags per person not one little bag
but then she ends it by saying
“people shouldn’t be lining up for free soup in the morning”
“they really want smoothies and seaweed.”
?
I don’t know what planet she’s whisked herself off to
People living outside, a lot of them, actually most
don’t want to go to shelters
because the shelters all try to FORCE
complete christian sobriety/prohibition/”rehabilitation”
(brainwashing)
on anyone who is poor
only the rich have the right to drink each night and smoke their cigars,
not the poor
and of course most shelters are actually more dangerous than living under a bush
People get robbed, harassed and raped in gov’t housing and shelters ALL THE TIME
Anyway,
I know for a fact that if you walk around a large group of homeless people
offering them a choice
of a banana+apple+orange+juice
or a standard wiener on a piece of super white processed bread
you’ll only give out one set of fruit,
and all the wieners and bread will fly out of the bag and into their mouths.
That’s reality.
The woman talking lives in gentrified yuppie land
her heart is in the right place maybe
but unlike her assertion in the magazine
the truth is, yes
they would rather have a day old pastry and coffee or soup in the morning
than any smoothie with wheatgrass.
And if no one gives to the food bank
a lot of people will starve.
The fact is, EVERY “community centre” should have free soup every day
for morning and night
for anyone who needs soup
not just homeless
there are lots of people in low income housing
who pay 90% of their living allowance for rent+utilz
and scrape their lives out
with the foodbank, and stuff they scrounge for.
LOTS of single moms along with the single people
and yes
I would prefer soup to a smoothie
Although I think I’d choose the fruit over the wiener
I think my dog is disagreeing with me on that one…
On with the social cleansing!!!
We have a party to prepare for…
Round them up and give them smoothies
lock them up where they have no freedom
the poor have no freedom to drink or smoke or toke
they must accept their fate without joy or distraction
being ground into the Soylent Green we’ll feed the workers
like the offings we’ve ground into wieners
I can’t believe these people.
Gordon Campbell and his crew are going to deny welfare for anyone on any sort of arrest warrant.
So get this.
I live on $230 welfare disability because I don’t have a house to live in.
I was beaten up illegally by a VPD cop and even though I threw no punches I have one of those “your guilty but don’t do anything wrong and it disappears in a year” charges.
I don’t have the money to appeal or contest it.
But right now I have 2 City Engineering fines for living in my parked van while I try to survive.
I live on $230. I don’t have the $400 to pay these 2 fines.
So come Nov 23 a Traffic judge is going to tell me I have to pay what I live on for 2 months or I’ll get an arrest warrant.
And then they can put me in jail for a year.
I haven’t done anything wrong…I’m going to get a year in jail
for daring to be poor and speak out against injustice in this corrupted country.
Keep in mind that almost every social justice activist in BC has a charge currently against them.
These unpayable traffic and sleeping in a park fines are being handed out to everyone caught sleeping outside. So much for human rights in Canada, there’s always a way around such pesky things…
So I ended up with one of these IPod Nano things
the nice one. 16Gigs.
I was in love.
I’m a big music lover, and being homeless I actually really need music badly.
So my little sandisk 1 G died and this was plunked in my lap.
Oh god it sux.
the unit itself is beautiful
sleek, fast, nice sound, love the little spinny wheely interface.
But I live outside.
I use library computers and employment centre computers
1 hour at a time and the computer registries are all locked up
no ability to install ITunes.
So putting music on this little princess has been a nightmare.
Off it goes to craigslist
I’ll never buy another ipod
because a sandisk/creative/sony player will let me drag and drop mp3’s from explorer.
I still like macs.
Unfortunately I don’t think Apple will ever give up on it’s proprietary DRM shite
So off you go little picky princess….
SPP Link #1 – Integrate this!
SPP Link #2 – Security and Prosperity Partnership of North America on Wikipedia
and I REALLY like some of what this guy talks about
No discussion in the parliament about it, no record of what the leaders spoke about, private meetings to agree on “common enemies and profit”. I’ll help you with your miscreants, if help me take care of mine….
This is the basis through which American “intelligence” (oxymoron?)
is allowed to operate cells extra-judiciously in Canada.
It’s not really dead, just has different names now…
Sort of like TIA became the Patriot Act.
Interesting how Ottowa will spend $60 million trying to deport some alleged Al-Qaeda sympathizers or a 1/4 billion botching the Air India investigation,
But CIA/FBI cells operating in Canada have pretty much free reign to disrupt and “burn” Canadian dissidents and intellectuals. No police required. They’ll come anyway, when the frame job is complete. That or as the RAND corp has always suggested, corrupt them from the inside by making sure that they are distracted and controlled by actually hiring them to a corporate subsidiary.
How much do you want to bet that “queer” groups, pagan spiritual groups, and legitimate social justice lobby groups in Canada are on the menu for covert destruction?
I’m sure I’ll win the bet…
I have a couple cool things I’m working on, but since its a full moon and there are a few pagan events happening now and over the next month coming on Samhain, I wanted to send people looking at something that might help them make sense of the madness we see.
As you know, many religious/spiritual concepts concepts exist in the world,
they loosely fall into atheist/monotheist/pantheist/
and “state of being”
(ie: nirvana/yoga/godforming/aspect/archetypal symbology etc.) categories,
and they have been generally at war for the last….
Ok, well probably as long as humans have been grunting in sentences.
Maybe even before that.
arguing about their grunts
as they point to the sky or whatever is freaking them out/waking them up.
So for anyone looking at this, trying to make sense of it all, I offer you a guide book.
Its not the christian bible,
or the “satanists” bible,
or the book of enoch, the necronomico bs, the torah,
the dianetic bookshelf,
Not anything by valiente, gardner, dee, nope….
I strongly suggest,
for anyone looking into the whole neopagan reconstructionist scene
to read a fantasy novel.
Just the first book mind you, since it’s one of those 12 volume sagas that never end until the author croaks, which he has. Anyways JUST the first book, you can read the rest but I’m only recommending the first book to you all.
It’s not on the literary scale of Tolkien or even Cherryh, the characterizations are a bit thin,
but he’s got an allegorical Dummy’s version of what’s been happening since the Dawn of time amongst these clans who all seem to be denigrating and killing each other, when they are all kind of doing the same shit, just a different way. Men against women spiritualists, over and over.
Same abilities of the Human, just different paradigm/archetype/metaphorical relationship.
And a good representation of how everyone has something they are innately good at
You know, some are better with plants, some are better with visualization, etc.
The book I’m suggesting that you read is The Eye of the World, the first in the Wheel of Time series by Robert Jordan.
So maybe read it, or not
and look around, at how good a job the Crusaders of today have done
turning everyone else against each other
blinding each other from the Dark backstabbers that infiltrate and rend.
Divide and Conquer.
Just as a last comment,
one which I will delve into further sometime next year
because its a humongous topic
In my own experiences with visionary merkabah/wheels/god-machineries
Long before I had even read anything substantial on the topic
other than a passing knowledge of Ezekial’s story from sunday school 8P
The wheels always had 8 spokes. Every time.
For whatever that means…..
so this woman Starhawk is at the WISE hall in Vancouver tonight and tomorrow,
in the same week as the Dali Lama.
I’m not sure what I think about her system.
Reclaiming Wicca, which she is a part of, is extremely anti-male, at least up here in B.C.
I spoken with men who attended one of their camps here and they basically got scowled at and derogated constantly through the weekend.
Personally I find any wiccan path that forms hierarchies according to sexuality disturbing.
Dianics are almost as bad as orthodox christians, from a discrimination point of view.
IMHO. Anyway…
I can’t say whether I’m for or against what she’s spreading, I do know that her written works and documentary appearances have helped a lot of people understand the Great Hatred, or The Burning Times as she’s coined it. Many people have found nature based Paths or various reconstructed pagan concepts that work for them by being exposed to her.
There are possibly some historical inaccuracies, which have hurt some of the validity or believability of the work. Perhaps a bit to much emotionalism over research. Overall, I think she’s helped a lot of people though, those small things aside.
If you can afford, maybe you’ll see for yourself.
I’m broke, so I won’t be seeing it.
Entropy or annihilation
slavery or the Gauntlet
Obey, or laugh as you are beaten
Healing to repay in time
Run only to gain distance
to turn and prepare…
I recently got some new readers. I owe them a short explanation.
Welcome. Thank you for reading.
I hope you take something away with you.
I hope some of the ideas or stories enrage you,
or maybe something helps you in your Path to some kind of enlightenment,
maybe some of the poetry makes your eyes moist,
maybe you like some of the links to other artists/musicians/poets/sites
I hope you read some of the Archives
Most of all, I hope you will talk to someone, sometime,
about something you’ve read here.
Long ago I started this blog for a set of articles I was working on, dealing with social justice, political reform, “class” issues, and the like. I was going to have separate blogs for just poetry and my philosophical works and the comparative mythology/occult/spirituality research I’ve been up to in the last couple of years. Then it just exploded. Life, that is.
I got ripped off, like many poor inventors/artists/writers who don’t have the money to print or produce their works themselves. I ended up broke and poor and without a home, while the people who worked on the project I wasn’t paid for, all have houses and cars, new children, boats, all bought with money made in the last 7-10 years working on a series that I was consulted in the creation of.
My dog and I live with nothing, trying to keep out of the rain, while someone else drinks $500 bottles of wine. We gather bits of food to make soup with, while hundreds of people on the project eat at work then go home to their almost paid for houses and order delivery while they watch their widescreen TV’s with surround, their kids playing downstairs on new X-box’s.
The man who refuses to pay my fee owns a dozen houses.
They all get together and laugh. There’s money to throw at peon lawmakers.
Here in Canada, justice is bought, not blind.
It’s frustrating to see the illusion of a “just” society completely peeled away.
It’s disturbing to see people reduced to rats, vultures, snarling fighting dogs.
Cannibal carnivores spewing shit about “community” as they fuck each other over for scraps.
That’s why, over the last 3 years, my blog has become a bit ranting, sometimes repeating concepts, lots of poetry and vehement shouting, the banter and screams of a bloodied fool.
