Intersexuality is a genetic and birth development condition.
Intersex HUMANS are born with bits of the opposing gender in their physiology
They develop differently in the womb and after birth, often because the mother was exposed to a COMMERCIAL environmental pollutant during pregnancy
Similar to Thalidomide.

Transexuality is a MENTAL/psychological dysfunction, where a person of one sex feels they should be the opposing sex.

In the Canadian Health “Care” system, many Intersex persons are forced to accept the label of Transgender in order to get proper healthcare. The system itself is designed to force people who are Intersex to “accept the gender ASSIGNED to them at birth” instead of giving them actual real healthcare for the many PHYSICAL issues they have.

Almost all intersex people in Canada who question the “assignment” or want answers or extended healthcare to fix feeling and sensitivity issues caused by the mandatory infant genital mutilation in force in Canada get stonewalled with Therapeutic Privilege, or pushed into accepting the mental health based “trans” label. Accept what they did to you or they will insist you are “crazy”
Over 1000 children have their genitals mutilated by Canadian doctors (mostly Christian ones) every year. Thousands of Intersex people have been murdered in the last decade, more than willie pickton. No cop will ever investigate.
Many more commit suicide after dealing with a healthcare system that mocks them, lies to them, mutilates them, poisons them, and tries to institutionalize them.

They get no options to sue for malpractice. Not a single doctor has been sued for genital mutilation in Canada over this, because they protect themselves, by making sure there is no evidence of the crime, no details, no record.

Need a specialist in Intersexuality, a genetic developmental condition?
There aren’t any I am told over and over.
I have a few friends who are Trans, not intersex.
They have specialists.
The Trans nurse who “doesn’t believe in Intersex”
has $100, 000 of surgery and psychology behind her box that was once a dick.
It fucking stinks.
I don’t want to create any more articles about it
but I will beef up the ones I have over the next few months
Its genocide folks
Friendly Canadian infant genital mutilation and genocide
with a religious basis behind it all

Human rights abuses committed against children
in the name of purity
to make their parents and doctors “happy”

In 1982, the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms enshrined that “Everyone has the right to life, liberty and security of the person and the right not to be deprived thereof except in accordance with the principles of fundamental justice.”

I guess the quarter million intersex people in Canada don’t qualify as “human”.

There are millions of radios in the world, why should they become obsolete?
our landfills have enough crap, why throw out perfectly good radios?
Why don’t we open up the FM band for more high power personal radio?
we could dice it into thousands of bands and allow up 10 watts for anyone to transmit as long as they use the proper directory signal.

Anyone with a computer or portable player could be a radio station

instead of throwing the radios in the dump
let’s have thousands of individual radio stations in every city
whoever wants to be a dj
go ahead

freedom of the fm airwaves
true free speech
10 thousand voices to choose from
people playing what THEY like
not the flavour of the week that the media company analysts have decided to force down our throats
entrenched payola

of course, the masters hate that, the idea of people playing music that they don’t control, and sending it out to nearby radios gets them foaming at the mouth
because its ALL about control of what you see and hear

I believe we should increase the power of portable FM transmitters for portable players and stuff. so when you are on a beach and someone is playing something you like you can tune in easier. Strong FM transmission of over a quarter mile should be included every portable player, along with network tftp transmission of the music being played through the speakers.

I also believe that we should build in retransmitters to these devices, so if you tune into a channel someone is broadcasting, then automatically your device should retransmit that signal.

imagine all those radios that will continue to be used
in fact they might see MORE use, since instead of some crappy overly enthusiastic fat beer bellied radio host yapping about songs he didn’t choose but were mass packaged and sent to all the stations in the record companies payola chain. Aren’t you tired of that lame shit? They sound so fake and plastic.
we could import mass amounts of low wattage fm transmitters and then add simple rf amplfier/antennae components
its all freeware now
just retransmit
memes
things that catch our attention

In computer technology we need a similar thing
I suggest we call it the Koala protocol and make it fully GPL
what it is is a streaming network radio protocol that broadcasts a stream of whatever you are listening to on your media player
an actual stream from your personal device or computer that has a distance equal to wireless networking, and when you tune into a Koala signal your machine automatically retransmits it as it plays

we could even make a common router bios flash like wrt that included a form of retransmission routing for the koala signals it receives

this way, nodes along the chain increase the distance a popular signal will travel
sort of like seeds in a streaming torrent.

Also, the machines should transmit a whole song at a time then sync them with NTP or something, and the user can set their device to save the mp3′s
so it’s like radio and filesharing combined, without any central DNS, just local on the ground devices a few hundred feet from each other.

I think one of the greatest advances we could make would be to include file repositories on ftp’s in torrent trackers, or an evolution of torrent protocols to include multi recipient tftp blasts of packages from repositories of files on public servers with large bandwidth.

the masters are trying to lock up the internet, so we’ll have a tiny subset of the global network. Once the infrastructure is in place for this new era of censorship and data control the masters will be able to shut up any dissenting voice, just by blocking it, and it will all become automatic

Everybody on your knees
Uncle Sam is engaging his congressional cocksucker cronies to usher in the arrival of big brother.

Why don’t we have The Bill to Arrest and Jail Business Owners and CEO/manager Pirates, for all of those who use unlicensed(pirated) software in their business. The business world uses software worth thousands of dollars per copy. The 60% of business in operation who are currently using some form of pirated business critical software should get much stiffer sentensce and punishments than individual music downloaders, because they are making PROFIT from their piracy of business critical tools

We have to protect the profit of conglomerates with SOPA and PIPA
the artists will get ripped off of the 10 cents they make on a $30 disk that the monopoly entertainment gangsters push to us from their “dealerships”

co-ordinated and protected by the cia/rich fuck propaganda machine

Every time they try this
the malleable form of the internet
shifts its flow
using different protocols and techniques
perhaps a new form of distributed name service that doesn’t reside on government controlled servers

Eventually the Darknets will readjust
perhaps they will realize that they should do what they used to do
host ftp sites on hacked department of defense military servers
that’s where they used to store the files
honestly
for almost 20 years the DOD was the main holding place for files
it may be a good strategy
they can set automated takedown systems
but if the files are hosted on government servers, military servers, police station servers, politicians computers and political party servers
then it will be fun to watch them tank their own infrastructure
over and over

or we
as citizens can start identifying the children of politicians, police, and media moguls who have infringing content on their machines
rat on the children of the rats
like michael moore asking the congressmen
when THEIR children are flying off to iraq to fight the fake bushwar

They are destroying free speech
because there are too many whistleblowers on the net
and they don’t have as firm a grip
as they have had on the transmissions of radio and TV

so we need to look around
for alternative forms of Darknet
to keep the freedom we have found
from being locked up and chained
because we like MUSIC

here’s an idea for you
artists should have a paypal button on their personal sites
so if you’ve downloaded some of their albums and dug them
you can send them a loonie directly and say thatnks
they’ll actually get more from that than the record company that ripped them off, charged them too much to record, and then gives them a few cents for the sold album. We ALL know its fucking bullshit. And we all know they are controlling who gets played on our “open market” payola radio bullshit system currently in play.

Even better
start remixing your hi-def tv series that you’ve torrented or fileshared
make your own stories from their shit
and retransmit
flood the net with YOUR stories
patched together from their crap
twist their words and images
that they would use to twist your minds
turn it around

and make a mirror for them
their own fake heroes
turned against their masters

Remember Clearchannel?
Remember when thousands of the greatest albums of all time got banned
and STILL ARE BANNED from more than 60% of amerika’s radio stations?
Have all the sex music you want for your teeny boppers to get slutified with, but don’t you be mentioning that Rage you have against The Machine

the more she talked
the less free she seemed
always worried what her bitches would think
following the queer programming tools
that the masters have inundated her and her little crew with

divide and conquer the queers
convince them to raise someone elses child
because we don’t want the replication
of queer genes

I remember reading a novel once
that had a jew helping the nazis get jews
he had wholeheartedly bought the propoganda
against his own people

but when he was out of the scene
the nazis would laugh and mock him
for helping them
to remove his people

in the end
he wound up
in the camp  as well
after helping send a dozen families there

That’s what happens to the uber-queers
who buy into the masters definitions
of who they are
and what their worth is

that’s why the little bitch was going on so much
about her great job
she didn’t even get it
all the married people at her firm
laughing at her bullshit
when she left the room

divided
and conquered

genocide has advertisements
and lots of little programmed puppets
to repeat
every thing they are told

acting the way that the masters want them to be seen
super-fags and uber-dykes hating everything “straight”
while they conform to the flaming idiocy and slang
of their little cliques

I watch a trans friend
beaking off into flamer talk
I don’t have time for it
you need to belong so bad
that you’ll talk like a 4 year old

I really don’t
have the patience…
you’re following the projections and propaganda of the masters
becoming shallow idiotic versions of yourselves
proving the point of their laughter
accepting  enforced sterilization policies
happily

all humans are bisexual
what you choose as your mainstay is your choice
but how many of your choices
really
come from your own free will today?

If you don’t see a show or sermon or read  an article
published by the masters
would you have a preference?

Translink wants to raise the rates again,
privatized monopoly transit corp. is low on cash

they could cut some of the $200, 000+ salaries of their exec and board
that would save millions
they could make mandatory employer contributions to transit

free public transit for everyone should be a cornerstone of a modern and intelligent civilization. Like medical treatment, clean water, or human rights and dignity.

or anywhere in Canada really

I was talking to someone about  a children’s “charity” here
they bring in $1.8 million each year

but only spend $300,000 on actual services for charity recipients

The other $1.5 million is spent on salaries and administration
condos, cars, credit cards to expend on,computers, leases
assets

less than 15% is actual spent
on what the  people who donate believe it is spent on

It’s the same all over folks

charities are all run by organized crime now
they launder money, and accept “donations”
which are just theft

so are they really “beneficial” social organizations?
and why are they getting massive tax shelters
without oversight

or oversight
that laughing and winking
looks the other way

The blindfold represented once
that appearances and station
would have no bearing
on the balance

but what it really represents
is justice  turning away
from those it would not see

from those unwilling
or unable
to pay

her fees

justice has become a whore
selling verdicts
to the highest bidder

Whores have their bodies
divided into money
so much for this
so much for that

truth is worth nothing
money buys
its faithful

representation

by Liars
courting
favour

I’ve run out of beer
a just smoked my last joint…

so my multitudes of viewers

=P

must wait

die

fucking assholes

I have no children or money for a house
a car
and you made your money from the ideas of my mind
fucking gangster backstabber assholes
redneck ignorant moron illiterate puppet-cunts

whores

that’s why there is no real serious film industry in Canada
you fuck EVERYBODY over
IATSE makes shit to make us love Uncle Sam’s dick
That’s why so many “blockbusters” from canada suck so bad

That is the reason for the decline in our cultural industries
harrassment and bullying
the drug running rednecks and their old fashioned twisted murder-christian matriarchs

burning the artists for the good of the pack

IATSE cocksuckers can’t create anything themselves
they just fill our screens

with Sam’s hypnotic

bull
shit

made from the stolen ideas of canadian thinkers
they can’t do that themselves
think

I wondered about it for years as a young man
all these amazing visual and literary artists that I’ve known
the actors and movement people
dancers

there is lots of talent born in canada
destroyed by the rednecks
or ripped off

it isn’t work
so it can be stolen
if it only takes 3 minutes to say
how can it be worth as much

as the fee for an extra

fucking ashole fuckwad cunts

ignorant redneck fucking moron slave cunts

fucking backstabber cunts

NOBODY GETS LEFT BEHIND

fucking asshole hypocrite CUNTS

saving the world from “terrorism”
by fucking everyone in their own country  over
stealing any ideas they can for their american masters
and creating vacuous shite to program us

murdering babyfucker cunts
we love them so much we give them their own channels
to program our children with
money to makes us forget we fucked our own

your husbands and boyfriends fuck your children
then you suck their cocks clean
cunts

hypocrites with no fucking
Honor

importing drugs and guns for uncle Sam
give us more of your shitty shows
about how stupid canadians are

how we need our uncle
to “guide” us

babyfuckers, rapists, murderers and thieves
make our media
and get tax breaks for it
we reward them for our enslavement
make them “heroes”

sit our children in front of their shit
to babysit them and program them
with the Fear
while we can take a two hour break
knowing their in
good hands

courtesy of our bad uncle Stephen
keep sucking uncle sam’s cock
Mr. Harper
bend over for more Obama dick
while you swish that bushy mouthful

asshole

fucking backstabber cunts

You owe me
you fucks
gather together who owes me
NOW

and take a collection

or I will take
a collection
from you
you cunts

fucking dishonorable backstabber weasels

Jesus carried a sword
and so did his many followers
men and women
they never spoke of a devil

the rod and staff are even
more
effective

as is
the voice
and pen
and keyboard

that was the jewish roman shit you read about
your fucking masters
the romans

lex talionis
fucking backstabber cunts

the world is at war
and we are all impoverished
by the actions of
YOUR military and criminal benefactors

my favorite movie of all time

is Performance

have fun during the rain
and maybe check pooka
“the light shines from th jewelery of your skin”
from rocking chair
dirty
blue
gene

I have a pouch of tobacco
nearly empty now
I had a grand total of 8 dollars left
for beer after

and some nice person
put some frozen chicken in a dumpster
so I have a bit of chicken
last year I didn’t have chicken
so I guess my “life”
has “improved”

What do I really need?
other than medicine for the dog.

I can’t afford anything
its 2 days before xmas
and I have $0
after paying rent

A camera to tell these stories
Bill Hick’s style
that’s what I need

If I had even a few thousand dollars I would be starting my own little coffeeshop
like I would have done
20 years ago

no loans for anyone who isn’t
a whore to the rich
in canada

whores make a lot of money
here
the “better” ones have their houses paid off

maybe killing a crack whore’s pimp
will give me some holiday cheer
the pimp has a fucking huge wad
happy holidays for him
I guess

she wouldn’t be better off without him
less crack to forget with

people that dig
like the people that dug up picton’s  whores
they make money
lots of it

dumb as rocks
but we can sure make an effort
to show the world
how we clean up
dead whores

efficiently
only $50 million
The families of the whores
didn’t get $50 million
the workers who dug them up did

dead whores
dead faggots
who gives a fuck
just pay the union boys
to make a show
of sifting their bones

that’s justice
I guess
I wonder where the faggot bone pile is
let’s ask the doctor

are there separate piles
for different kinds of freaks
I wonder?

we spend more money on whore bones
than we do on missing children
or justice for the poor
like the poor
whores

if things were working right
she wouldn’t be whoring
for a dime of rock

the rock is really worth $1
couldn’t we just give it to her?
All the whores and thieves
chained to rocks

just give them the fucking rock and a bed and food
no more whoring and thieving
seriously
just make it a gift

we spend more money on “social worker” salaries
overpaid clerks
than we do on the recipients
and we spend even more

on the poverty pimps

man all the welfare offices
with part time recipients
its such hard work
putting the stick to everyone

I think they could handle it
certainly would cheaper
probably better
“service”

If I had a digital hd camcorder
I’d be sitting right now
editing my story together
about how Stargate and friends are fucking me over

trying to murder me publicly
make it look
like I
“deserved” it

the degradation of rights in vancouver
lack of truth
in the “law:
the lies
that’s the point
the poor die
silently
mouths covered

If there really was fair and equal treatment
before the “law”
I would have some money now
my own
earned
with ideas
stolen by the mindfuck gangsters
that are fucking everyone over
here

what’s he gonna do?

If healthcare was properly monitored
if malpractice wasn’t tolerated so by the police
I wouldn’t have to be afraid
of doctors

of dying in a hospital of something
non lethal
laughter all around

its important that I hobble
and hold my groin
as I walk

you have to pay
somehow
if you’re not willing

to be a
Grateful slave
ingrates
must hobble and die
if I had a graphics tablet
I would be working on some more advanced modelling
but there is no real need
for art

at least not here
you could throw shit on a canvas and sell it
for more than a real painting
here

maybe I should pretend
to get right with jesus’ dad
sing some carols
to buy rum and eggnog

I go to the liquor store
with my measly 5 bucks
to buy 2 cans of beer

the token fag of the commercial drive liquor store union
mocks me
makes a joke about
people who work hard
rewarding themselves

I have 2 cans of beer
and the brainwashed buffalo-faggot treats me with disrespect
like he always does
I’d tell him to suck my dick
but he’s a tubby little snarly queer

not my type
at all

I put up with his  snotty shit
while he tries to make me count the 14 cans I’m bringing in again
instead of playing his game

I tell him straight
I’ve made millions for other people
“working hard”
he toddles over and limply tosses the cans on the pile

fucker
the woman behind me has 6 bottles of wine
but she’s got money
so  the self righteous prick  doesn’t try
to put the stick to her

I think I could count over a dozen times
he’s pulled this shit
around me

I’m too pissed off
about another poor person
stooping so low as to steal $5 from me today
so I don’t even bother

to stick something in his face
which is how I feel today

I guess he figures
he knows me after all these years
If I picked up a box of bottles off the floor
I might not be able to walk for 3 days

ok you tubby little fuckwad
have some fucking cheer

courtesy of
a bigger asshole
than you

happy fucking holidays to all the cast and crew of stargate
backstabbing iatse fucks
How long are you laid off for now?
You still haven’t paid me a tenth of what you owe me you dishonest fucking cunts
and you’ve brainwashed the little faggot here to mock me
for not working for more of your fucking pittances

suck
my
dick

Hey Christy
Merry fucking xmas
last year everyone at the bottom got
an extra $50

This month
my cheque
is $45 less than usual
seems fitting

focus on your plastic face bitch
your “family” media schtick
sucks

if I can’t trust BC healthcare
maybe I can imagine you getting
whacked by a political opponent
they’ll slip you a leaky fake boob and some botox

tighten up that weathered barbie mask

Most of all avoid surgeries or any doctor/lawyer induced pain
they’ll tell you there is no other time for it
on purpose

Get right with jesus and you’ll get justice, healthcare, peace, food, prosperity
Speak freely and clearly and celebrate your freedom from their mental slavery
and you’ll be constantly harrassed using your own “federally protected” information courtesy of our fearless leader sucking uncle sam’s dick to make sure his enemies are destroyed covertly

you’re his enemy,
you non-monotheist heretics

they raise high their aluminum crosses
dot the landscape with them
beacons of oppression
that you’ve paid for
with your miseries

Merry christmas to all the members of the canadian christian talibanPa

Not Right

Familes that give $300 a month to their church for 40 years
and spit on their own kin for being “sinners”
Know any families like that?
I know a few

towns full of them exist

pedophile priests sent to demoralize entire towns
pitting everyone against each other
no one in the family is good enough
leave them behind
and support your church
giving your churches your lands and inheritances
while your children scrabble in the dirt
without enough to build their futures
their slavery
guaranteed
not worthy of consideration

priests from other lands
administrations operated elsewhere
destroying families with rape, abuse, murder
infecting local populations with the same hidden dark secret perversities

fuck them in the ass and laugh
while they’re
blinded
by the Light

this is the face of colonialism
grinning like a wolf at its sheep
canadian churches
run by americans or money laundering gangs
it used to be the commonwealth
now it is

our “friendly”
uncle and his buddies
fucking us in the ass
while we stare blankly at their garish crosses of torture and submission

you must be grateful
say thank you
you know
he “loves you”

the taliban of jesus has its own gun and drug smuggling
woman and child abuse
fanaticism and self righteousness

but we can’t seem to see it
how similar our warlords are to them
its almost invisible before our eyes
we’re so used to it

It’s mostly non-canadians
at the top
of these powerful structures
churches and charities
raping our country of its wealth
the wealth of it’s people
the futures of its children

people with the lowest of morals in suits
with masks of beatific bliss
jovial winks
secret perversities

running the greatest government approved money laundering and ignorant peasant asset devouring schemes you could imagine
billions washed clean
millions tortured abused destroyed consumed
everyone with plastic happy faces
pretending life is grand

the money of whole families
whisked away to foreign
numbered bank accounts
Family homes absorbed by churches
while the children of the familly
are disipated
homeless

their memories owned by the church
if they have no family home
they are much easier
to conquer
divided

rootless peasants

two thousand years of it
they’ve made it a science

feeding and clothing murderers and rapists
they won’t build their own families stronger
They would let a stranger from another land sleep in their house for years
if they were
“saved”

but their brother, sister, cousins, sons, daughters, elders
die slowly apart
“unclean”

obeisance to the black book
requires
sacrifice
entire continents slaving to pay for fat white men to laugh
while their children fill the jails
and cemeteries

persuade them to destroy and abuse
their own children
spreading a mind sickness like smallpox
wiping out

entire clans

rapists and pedophiles with church jobs
paid mercenaries
of colonialism
they use the secret passwords
phrases of piety to jesus

wolves in sheeps clothing
sheep wild eyed and believing
a wolf could stop
eating meat

for jesus

foolish peasants
it is not the voice of your grandmother
it is her devourer
grinning

I have sat amongst them
and seen it myself
many
many
many
times

churches full of people pretending
not to notice
pretending
they don’t know

that he’s doing that to…
so
and
so
and
so it goes

throwing rocks at the children
for the sins
of the
Fathers

send them away
when they’re old enough
to tell
dirty children

so when you’re looking at that tithe
maybe consider
10 years of $300/mo to the church = $36,000

you could just pay your $10 each week in the bucket
if you like the “teaching”
and invest that kind of money
in a couple of your younger relatives
maybe match the bank on a loan for them
to start a small business

the church will be fine
there are so many lonely people and disrupted families
to vampire off of

I remember
the old woman’s house
a lifetime
painting the lake

She gave her house to the church
when she died
her “friends”

I’m there as a teenager
to help clean up
so the church
can sell her house

make
money

small little cabin
a quiet place
cluttered
comfortable

all her paintings
all of the lake from her windows
serene

you would think
they would pass them on somehow
admire them
like I did

the matriarch of madness is oblivious
a “good christian” who likes to cuddle little girls
so much so the church won’t let her be around them
good worker bee though

knows all about jesus

she hands me a garbage bag
and tells me to just throw it all
away

a lifetime with fake friends
who just threw her life in the garbage
I begged off the job
after throwing her paints and canvases

in the bag

said fuck you
to their god
and their ignorance

and got drunk
smoking a pack of cigarettes

quietly
watching the lake
she used
to paint

Happy Christmas Layoff and Starvation Season!
Let our fake joy mask our miseries because its obviously
“right”

it would be over in minutes!”  He says,
“Worldwide.
There are so many more brown eyed people than blue eyed people,
the blue eyed people wouldn’t stand a chance!
It would be over in minutes I tell you…”

He’s being satirical
my bush rover plant gatherer philosopher friend
But we both laugh at the absurd truth of it.

Really, it would be over pretty fast.

When the brown eyes kill all the blue eyes,

and the 90% trample the 3% at the top
hordes overrunning mansions
maybe then there will be peace?

bloody machetes instead of
war zombies and their capitalist masters

when internal national secret police
operate against all left socialist humanist opposition  and other assorted evils
using all of the powers of the state and its partners in organized crime?
Everyone can be arrested
for something
or killed
for something

“I am NOT A CROOK” echoes across the ages of video manipulation

revolutions
favor football players and thugs
gangsters
and generals

usually intellectuals and humanists
dancers, musicians, poets
and other social parasites
are the first to go

the quiet thinkers barely outlast
the hated tyrants
of the previous regime

Archimedes murdered in the sack of Syracuse

dangerous
thoughts
must be
suppressed

Eons of human history
bombed in the desert
and looted

last great works
burned in fires

by christian creditors or thugs

My other conversational companion is espousing Benevolent Dictatorship

I find it hard to share her enthusiasm

I don’t believe the Harperpuppet
cares enough about humans
they seem to be just
Grease

for the wheel

or a bloody mess
lubing up the sides
for the next block to slip in
on the pyramid’s
facade

But then again
I like the idea
of the pursuance of Vengeance
and Equalization

by those considered
meek

or personal retributions
by the wronged

packs of brigands
and a world of checkpoint scans
while tonnes of drugs go in and out undisturbed
government approved

the wild west
a new order of corruption
heretofore unseen

uniforms of order
give me no real peace
here

various subcontracted  rent-a-cops
security personnel gangs of testosterone junkies with jobs
feels good to have a…

maybe personal tasers would be
good for every one
better than guns

make tasers easier to get than guns
everybody packin’
take what you can get
and protect
what’s yours

I have no possessions
none worth tasing for

What would I Possess?
Here?

My cell is too small
to have such Attachments
a primate with a keyboard
in a very small box

They have it right,
just, they obviously couldn’t focus their argument
for the “judge”

in her analysis she writes
that she can’t tell the difference between their recreational and spiritual useage of pot.

That’s exactly the point Madame Justice
That is the entire point.

Talk to one of those wacko Ned Flanders types
Jesus is supposed to be following them around everywhere
and his dad is supposedly popping out here and there

throughout your day

Prayer or meditation in some specific prerequisite setting  is not the only expression of our human spiritualities

you can have spiritual moments/feelings/insight/interaction
at any time.

sometimes while we’re working
we have them
usually,
it’s while
we rest

in our “leisure” time
our “recreation”

Dancing is spirituality
alone or in groups

it is legislated as “recreation”

subject to
dispersement

at the whim of law

drinking a couple of beers in the sun
or smoking a joint
can elevate our senses

initiate
spiritual moments

but it is
“recreation”
subject
to christian
legislation

it is legislated as “recreation”

subject to
dispersement

at the whim of law

law based on
“truths”
sworn on black books of mythology
by fat white rich men

no one would ever “lie”
while touching one
in the court of Liars

the dispersement
of the
Circles

Many cultures view tobacco
not this nicotine delivery system
but real, good tobacco
as an entheogen

sit
smoke
think
peaceful

spirituality

chained to legislation
sin tax
bad bad bad
pay the christians
for being a sinner

sinners have no rights
any sin
they can pin
on your forehead
will do

quickly
you must hide

hide your
“using”

truncations
of our being
with constructs
made by fools
who worship
torture
and
abasement

kneeling before the axe and body
hating
Sin

——–
this is a WIP
the internet started choking as I wrote it
over and over

did I say something

Wrong?

The reason that email is not a valid form of communication between the public and the various public servants they must interact with is that the government
all of them
municipal, federal, and any of their sub-contractors
fear the trackability of email,
the way it can be called into court

years later
it would cost too much they scream!

but really,
they just know
if the government runs all public service email providers and their associated spam services
that then any interaction would be

indelibly

recorded

and those quick little messages
of white collar criminals
covering up
would never really be deleted

in the
Archive

crackberry giggles
of insider info
paper bag meetings arranged

held in offsite backups

for an Eternity
of
Accountability

I’m still working on this WIP
but why do I begin it?

Well.
I’ve written many times about
Robert Cooper and his Friends ripping me off
very rich people
with lots of american money
and army contacts

and his murdering doctor family
and union ballbusters

so get this then.

When I have to interact with the Provincial Social Services

I have to go to a 3rd party business
owned by some of Roberts Friends

and all my email
that is sent to them and forwarded to the ministry
goes through a spam provider

a third party business

called Stargate.ca 

I kid you not.

I have a bit to say about the importance of digitization
and system wide access and security administration
for all health records across Canada

manilla envelopes on shelves
allow things to be lost
or hidden

computer systems
have uneraseable system backups and policies
offsite storage

and the accessability
and accountabiity
and trackability

being able to see
that a whole lot of people
from this particular demographic
seem to be getting sick

on something that was done to them
or killing themselves
over how the facilities treat them

and all my other contact with health agencies
has to go through clinics
that can’t get my health records reliably
and are privately owned

I’m remembering someone suggesting
mandatory euthanasia at 70 for anyone who isn’t independently wealthy by then.
Why should society pay to keep
an old bag of meat alive

at the place where I get a bowl of soup
I listen to some Elders
who are offering this soup

I’m grateful for the soup

I don’t think their culture
has the same view of the aged

but we value no Wisdom
or Songs
here

not unless
it can be copyrighted
or appropriated

in this place
the spirits of the people
are dull and damaged

the old one
with a walker or cane
she really should have
a scooter

that’s out of pocket bitch
hobble
old crone

I imagine
the elder
must have done something
good
at one time
contributed
now she cannot
it hurts too much
and she spends more time in the walking
than doing what she needs

her pockets are empty too
so no scooter
for her

Once we could see
each other
through the forest

you could hear
an individual being
move

Beep, beeep, beep
all around me
trucks, doors, lights

If I shout as loud
as this fucking truck is beeping
someone would call the cops

but the fucking god damned TRUCK
and the ignorant young asshole driving it

makes more than I do
so it has
the RIGHT

hard working asshole rips his saw for a week in the backyard

glad to see you working dick
fucking glad to hear it
could you
take it inside?

I’m the prick
sitting in the park
with a fucking headache

drinking a beer
the quiet drinking of a tall can
is illegal
his 7 am saw in the back yard
is righteous
he pollutes the soundscape for months

take
it
inside
you fucker

I’m the fucking
shitfucker
sitting
in the park
expecting to hear birds
not saws

while the fat
beerbellly saw masturbator contractor
is somehow

the righteous
redneck
hero

fucking cunts
he’s got
a house
fat lazy fuck
kids
gets fucked
regular
fat fuck

If I was a cannibal
I could feed 6 people
for a year
off his carcass

I’m somehow
the fucking
social parasite
fucker

this…
isn’t worth
the cost
of a 2×4

these useless
fucking
words

useless words

yay,
I could scrape 2 fucking 20
in change today

for a fucking illegal tall can in the park

3 parks employees
one puts the picnic table together
the other two watch

the parks board can only afford
2 benches
for hundreds of people
but they can afford
3 wages
and one working

and I’m
the lazy shitfucker
to the laughing union boys

programmed cunts
become a whore
and pay taxes
cunt

I’m not a good slave
like the beer bellied watchers
of the work

The ball scratchers
holding
shovels

mindless bags
of useless meat

calling

me

nothing?

You got your jobs through nepotism
probably started before the end of high school
deeply rutted in sports porn ufc
brainless bag of meat

there isn’t a single woman more than is legal
in your “union”
sure as hell aint no faggots
less they stay in that

closet
gawwdamn

every friday they watch
burping
over their steak-beer gut
while 2 hot dudes
dry hump on the floor
trying to make each other
submit

I doubt y’all could read
a quarter of the books
I’ve consumed

in my
wasted
loser
life

fuckers
it’s your smoke break
i watch them all light up
couple packs a day

definitely couldn’t spare one for a hobo
its reward for the
“hard” workers

not thinkers

mock me
you fat cunts?
you suck.

that’s what
they like
cunts that suck for
denari

There’s a fat bitch cunt mocking me
She works so fucking hard
standing in a bright reflector jacket
with a sign and radio

fat ignorant stupid redneck jiggles
fat fucking
idiot

you only have a job at the docks
because they need to have at least X number
of  cunts working
otherwise the boys would turf you

fifty grand a year plus
for a fucking stupid
shitbag
and I’m the fucking
shitfucker

what value do we have?
less than animals
in this fucked up set
of

manipulated
Values

fucking programmed
bots

Kick a dog daily
they will eventually
bite  you

get over yourself

My resume is 9 pages of serious shit

and you know how to plug a big cable in its socket
drive a truck
or lift big rocks or bags of shit
and hold
your shovel and your dick

fucking self righteous moron fuck

If you lost your job right now
and didn’t have your union and buddies
you’d get stuck in that unemployment line
as long as everyone else
or even longer

cause they’d make you take one of them
fucking intelligence tests
to place you

fucking shit shoveler

I hobble for 15 years
trying to get healthcare
without being murdered by xray wielding
union cunts in richmond
under “Doctor’s orders…”

you don’t even pay your own debts with honor

And I watch the redneck heroin dealer
one of the “pusher” ones
who deals out of a charitable organization
every fucking day on your happy little street

as he gets a similiar knee problem
that he caused himself in a rush

he’s fixed in two months
with government insurance money to recuperate
for a couple months more

I tore the snot out of my body
working while injured
for 20 years
underpaid

and I’m a shitfucker
and Ingrate
because I’d rather not aggravate
the constant pain

which a modern medical system
could repair in a few hours

no
fucking
denari
and no
fucking
justice

If I were able to get a bank loan
I could build a thriving business
or go
to school

Someone tells me a story
about a poor jimmy patterson
walking into the bank
and getting a loan to start
his second hand car empire

I think that
would be great
I could build a thriving business
but I tried it
it doesn’t work anymore
getting a loan

Tell  me to slave for it
while I hobble on a knee torn
by pushing half ton boxes
over carpet
for years

and a bulging hernia
from lifting
for my employer-master

some days every single step is pain

I am not allowed to ride
the bus
no denari
only slaves
that can pay the travel tax
can do that

We should give up our seats
and walk
or die

old crone
oh, wait, you get the pass

small mercies
for you, eh?

any one of the middle class
would spend 3 grand
to keep their pet alive
for 3 more years

no one here would spend that
on a human
unless they are still
a healthy slave

the old woman and I
live on slightly over that
in a year

I’m grateful for dumpsters
that aren’t locked
I guess

someone tells me
I should be grateful
not an Ingrate

I could be
“in Africa”

funny
I’ve talked to african cab drivers
many times
across canada

they actually had it better there
here, they work 16 hours a day
to keep their family afloat

there
they owned their house
worked 8 hours
and everything was covered by their seemingly tiny wage

everything

wip wip wip wip wip!

What Canada Really Needs: 1-2

Everyone needs Justice and Healthcare.

Except those fucking hermaphrodites I guess.
There’s only about 300,000 of them in Canada
So that’s not many

to torment and kill

about the same as those other rwandans, the losing side.

If we kill them off
no one will care
we’ve got lots of cops
to laugh and look the other way

20 years later we’ll have truth and conciliation
over their graves and ashes

Then we only have about
3,000 per year born
in various shades
and we can rayblast or poisen them
in the womb
once we can see
the difference
in ultrasound

but children have no voices
except for the tears and screaming
in a heartless hospital room

no way to say it hurts
no way to say
what have you done?

No way to remember
no rights to be told
the truth

It only makes sense right?
That don’t look right
cut it off doc
sew it up

Can you help us Doc?

Seal up the family secret?

We’ll sign a release
and besides
if we work together
they’ll never know

Because the hospital owns
their records, and scans
not them
they have no right
to that information

hospitals make profit
off medical records of “freaks”
in a book
in the future
a Doctor will be exalted
for studying them
without their knowledge
right before we made them
extinct

finally

Leukemia comes from ct’s, xrays and mri’s
most of the time
It’s the fingerprint of murder in medicine
silent killer of queer humans

only a few people get Leukemia environmentally
like maybe when they were 3 they had a power transformer in their yard
and they played right beside it
but really, that’s rare

usually its a sign

of

that someone intersex or a fag, or other undesireable
got blasted and killed
you can kill someone in the operating room too
or with poison,
these mason fucks love poison

but radiation is silent and barely traceable

no one will care
the cops won’t ever question
a doctor, or nurse
for murder

Accidental overexposure
by “untrained radiologists”
union killers
is just a button and a dial

idiot proof screens
no safeguards for us
no tracking of how much
or how long the exposure

no evidence will be found
it’s easily
deleted

or we’ll just use
an older machine for them
and a technician with an extra $20,000
in their pocket

its easy
there are no safeguards
really
from murderous doctors and technicians
religiously or ideologically motivated

murder is just a checkbox in scheduling software away
zealot fingers clicking
religious fervor
a nice little bonus or gift will appear

Courtesy of
the intersex genocide policy
and masons with deep pockets
evidence cleaned up
by the Order of the Eastern Star

idiot proof
even a redneck with a college diploma
could do it

rays kill cleaner
than anesthetic

they die at home
slowly,
painfully,
like “sinners” should
sinful bodies
like that

better they should die at home
puking and whimpering
while we laugh and toast their agony
not on the operating table

where there might be
but never are
any questions

Besides
after we rename them
divide them into specific types
they will have no identity as

Intersex

a group identity
is dangerous
they might
acquire rights that way

because we’ll simply
redefine them
as
Disorders of Sexual Development

malformed humans
which obviously
must be
“fixed”

we do it to dogs
why not them?
We certainly don’t want
people like that

to have children

It’s better to keep
the gene pool

“clean”

rip off the extra skin from the child
adjust it so it looks more
“normal”
so their parents will feel better about it

who cares about nerves
and Feeling

it LOOKS bad
wrong

just change it
who cares
what they
would want

Appearances
are more important
than
Feeling

never let them know
that the reason they can’t get ahead
the Databases of Denial

is because the government and their rich mason cronies
the 3.5% that rule the 96.5% of us

have a grudge against them
a grudge of genocide
taken from jewish cabbalah

killing the children of the Elohim
murdering an entire group of people
because of their genetic heritage

600 years of torturing people
born different
because of their HOLY

bullshit

Once treated with respect
aspects
of Shiva, Kali, Eleusia
the Oracles of Greece
Elohim
“Goddess-men” they were called

We spit and call them Freaks now
trained by our masters in their lodges
to hate their enemy

because of their holy stories
which claim the age old hatred
as a Truth
Above the Law of men

above
the lies
of men

now they are hunted
by the killers
of Christ

the money changers and priests
the “Warriors of God”

Christian Taliban
drug smuggling weapons importers
of god

Those who speak of righteousness
willing to kill for their “god”
for purity

under the table

When you watch those old movies
about nazis

look how self righteous the SS is in those old movies
when talking about
cleaning up
“civilized” society

Ask any VPD or RCMP officer, or conservative politician
about intersex genocide
more than likely they’ll say

“it’s for the best”

Besides
with the military and the masons in agreement
genetic cleansing can be made child friendly
with a television show

The heroes will save us
from the monsters among us

at least on tv

That killer nurse went undetected for 10 years in ontario
Canadians would rather believe
their own human rights media hype
even though we have some of the most disturbing serial killers

we’d rather believe
that Olson, Bernardo, Pickton
were strange anomalies in this vast land of ignorance
Pickton was the fall guy.
For the East Van Whore Cleanup
Gotta get rid of those whores
and faggots.

it’s for the best

there are lot’s of them still active
in Canada
lot’s of killer rednecks
trained on UFC and military television programming

don’t believe me?
I remember
an indian girl
pretty but poor
pushed into a fire
burned on her face and hands
at a bush party

laughter all around

The highway of tears will keep flowing
because poor little brown girls
have no money or rich family
to spur the police on

There’s more profit
in speeding tickets
and grow-op busts
no money = no justice

IF you’re intersex, and dying of skin or bone cancer from a lethal blast by a Canadian x-ray/mri/ct tech
Keep in mind that the tech, the doctor, and the assistant all worked together to kill you.
If you think closely about it, you’ll realize other government agencies, mostly staffed by christians, had a hand in your pain and suffering

It’s for the best…

Be the envy of your christian friends!

In order to gloat freely, ask your christian friends sincerely about their last conversation with Jesus.
You can ask them about the voice of god while your at it,

but pin them down if they say they’ve never heard it for themselves.
See what they say. Now, after talking with a number of christians I find none of them actually heard Jesus speak back.
So what’s wrong? Did they not plug their black mythology books in correctly?

Actually, the church, long ago stamped out any heretics who would tell people how to communicate with Jesus or other great spiritual teachers. It’s not a matter of talking, or even listening.

Its more a “way of seeing”.

First off, you have to make your heart and mind as close to what YOU believe Jesus really is.
For example, does Jesus REALLY hate fags, ass sex, threesomes, muslims, commies…it’s really a big list.
I personally think he was pretty chill about most normal human things, but he was really pretty down on authority figures or priesthoods, anything oppressing or suppressive.

W.I.P.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stop_Online_Piracy_Act

and check out this youtube video 

old men who can barely use email
all of whom profited somehow
from 9/11 and its $2.1 trillion dollar heist

determining the fate
of freedom and mental evolution

consider that
businesses that profit off of pirated software should be targeted more severely than personal use and personal entertainment media

do you realize that more than 60% of Canadian businesses use at least one piece of business critical software that they do not have up to date licensing for?
That means they stole it.
They owe for its use but don’t pay and reap profit from that unpaid expenditure
Billions of dollars in software licensing fees are collectively owed by practically every single business in Canada that uses computers

they really should be investigated and charged first
before we start blocking websites
that link to shitty blockbusters
from last year

Jail the fifteen year olds
for ipods full of music
their mother’s can’t
pay for

crush the streaming video menace
the torrents of profits
never to be made
off of low paid slaves

If you crush me
for my mp3 collection
how much blood
will come
from the stoner?

with rocks
and surgical tubing
we could make…
says this book

aim straight for
his eye
he’s much bigger
than you

goliath
behemoth

but they have
to try
I guess
why are we facing some of the most oppressive information filtering measures ever undertaken

to protect a dozen large media monopolies
and entrench government control
of media and information

music used
against the people
as a reason for
our increased surveillance

music and visions of creators
who get pennies from $100 box sets
while the machine
gobbles the rest

welcoming

songs and visions
stolen from their creators by the kings
in the first place
they would hold the world hostage
lock the access to alexandria

to keep their monopolies
of entertainment

no busking on the street
unless you pay
performance
rights

roughing up the hobo minstrels
a nickel on every
quarter

stop the spread of songs
and information
expression can be controlled
if it is owned

outlawed ownership
of
banned
materials

burning books
by deletion

the gangsters and kings steal from all of us
yet they will never spend billions of dollars and time
making laws to stop them
because the gangsters and kings
make the laws for themselves

squawking their bullshit
about fairness and equality
freedom
and “free markets”

markets where the lives of slaves
are sold
freely

In the past, we used Darknets to communicate and transfer files. FTP, login lists, shared spaces, encrypted file transfers, vpn tunnels, encrypted chat, these were how we communicated. It wasn’t that difficult. There wasn’t an easy search feature or anything but it worked fine for everyone.

we gathered in groups
to whisper about our master’s oppression
and pass our caches of books and tools
amongst ourselves

gigabyte archives passed back and forth
between terabyte storage units
tools and food
for minds

they empty the real life libraries of useful substance
picture books and lowest common interests
we pass our own versions of history
in secret

Time to dust of your terminals.
out of date cultural reference detected
terminals are emulated now
we have layers of OS emulation in bios

ET phone home
at startup
until I wipe you with
GPL bios spray

give me your CPU
I have my own drive
is there a way to make a linux darknet bootdisk for usb?

We’ll need a new set of user friendly tools, perhaps a suite that encompasses chat, text forum, file transfer, and anonymity, we could return to our old ways of hacking public server space then making public ftp lists, turn it into a protocol, where the space gets onto a listserv/directory sent to millions anonymously, replicated, mirrored, copy pasted
they can ping and search for themselves
or we could send a daemon

browsing for little easter eggs of goodness in the nooks and crannies of the net

Our best friend in these future times will be an open source secure communications and filetransfer client
modifiable and free
anonymous fileservers

Right now, microsoft and apple are both under law required to allow NSA backdoors into OS systems.

They say it’s for terror

but if they can access your files and communications
then government/military employee fraud and crime is not far away

Police and military personnel are people

and like any other person, if the can make a few extra grand, under cover of their “honest” job, then they will
with
impunity

smart meters for “consumption monitoring”
reading electromagnetic information
when no one watches
the watchers
their information becomes the start
of pogroms and greed

always

Remember the memory hole
if you can
Can you remember?
what the memory hole was
do you see it around you?

or are you still teary eyed over re-runs of sex in the city?
It’s easy to forget
and just focus on
mr big and mr right and
what was I trying to remember?

some kind of
whole

you should consider making lots of “Member’s Clubs”
in both RL and the Internet

remember the Speakeasy?

Or all the wealthy gangs of Canada, in their clubhouses, or LODGES

Members clubs are the only way to be safe,
forget about your democratic consensus
it doesn’t work when you are a small group
that uncle sam and big brother detest

make your socialism stronger,
by keeping detailed lists of members
and excluding the possible agents you find

if you look
carefully

you will find them amongst you
instigating you
suggesting “direct action”

The left has been almost decimated
by the thinking of fools
with rose colored glasses
everyone get on board

close your meetings to outsiders
until you have had time to assess their true nature

If you look at the clothes of the sheep around you
you’ll find a couple of slobbering wolves
with badges hidden in their closets

Surreptitiously destroying valid groups with something to say
for the glory
of their cults
of christianized authority

The media sound bites of equality and justice, free speech, and rightful free assembly

rights

meticulously destroyed
by secret actions of police

you have the right to protest
but they will still burn you extra-legally
and unless you take class-action
you will be destroyed economically

through databases
and corrupt police/military actions
against
the people

She wasn’t allowed to wear the scarf that showed she was married to someone
because all marriages had to be before the “authority”
and when the couple applied to get married

the Lords of the area,
and their sons
the rich and priveledged

had the right to fuck her first.

I was thinking of another situation
today
a Celtic couple

and found the parallels, now
to be so glaring and disturbing

I was also thinking
in conjunction
of an article I was working on
about what christian churches are really about
colonialization

making sure families give to the church
instead of all those sinful undeserving other people in your life

so the people of the conquered land
give their money

to the church

instead of helping each other grow
as strong
as the kings

You cannot create or fuck
unless the kings have an opportunity to profit off you first
or fuck her first

That’s what money does
combined with “law”
and christian controlled administrations

permits

you are not
permitted

you must submit your application
to the kings

and the “Law” of liars,
who swear on black books of mythology

Marriage cults are strange things.
They work, but not for everyone

for the majority of us
they don’t work well at all

yet, like most things
ten percent
order the other 90 percent around
and rob them

the thing about marriage
really
is that it has nothing to do with the kings or their  laws
it has nothing to do with

can he provide,

can you

can he

is it allowed…

It’s not really about
that
it’s about 24 hr communication between lovers
regardless
of those things

but here

no love is allowed except under special circumstances
in most religions or hierarchies
love that exists is not allowed
how dare they

goodbye
I say to her
if this is not real in “this place”
then fuck our lack
or denial
of communication

fucking christian cults
and their ideas
about marriage

what is this ring
of light
that you give me

I suppose it does not exist

Let me stand aside

for the Kings
and their Sons
with their money
and places to go

reverently before the many war penii

ugly dicks of stone rising up amongst the grass of our parks

they bow reverently

for their photo op

call the police

to arrest the protesting poor

tired of capitalist dictatorship

clear the steps

so we can remember

the dictators

who murdered all dissent and color

All the people, in piles of bodies

piles of fags and dykes

piles of jews and gypsies

piles of blacks and half breeds

musicians, artist, poets, socialists

bones all look the same removed of flesh

but they were different

so they were killed

by the righteous

“majority”

who live the “right way”

wars are good

to get rid of poor people

the sons of the rich

are never sent

to die in them

our culture has gradually allowed the dictators

the killers and their opulent courts

to become kings again

lording over us with their crackberries

their databases full

of information

it’s easier now

genocide and social cleansing made

efficient and child friendly

media soundbites proclaiming justice and morality

“freedom”

they don’t need boxcars anymore

they can kill us in plain sight now

and fabricate a reason

for the newspapers they own

When they are done

they will go to the Legion

which holds no veterans

and hasn’t for a decade

there the brownshirts,

the white gangs of

laugh and drink and sell hard drugs

like they have for 20 years

and talk about how they will rid the world

of fags and niggers, chinks and witches,

trannies and muslims, and poets

nothing but country or 50′s rawk for them

while they buy tickets for the meat draw

and praise their “god”

and their “boys”

who died long ago

for freedom and equality

I wonder why it is that the masons and their evil poisonous sisters of the Order of the Eastern Star aren’t categorized as a “criminal organization”

I look at the other larger “criminal organizations”

They all do business with rich masons.
Most of the thieving and fraud in our society is masons

the real thieving, the government contract style flip things over turn a profit with a paper bag or offshore account thieving.

When you really think about it
The most expensive of the illegal things
are all purchased by people of this wealth bracket

the cocaine, the kiddie porn

Only people in this social strata can afford the $10k for their fetishes

We look at our society,
controlled and manipulated by 3.5 percent of us

and when we map those to the masons
we see a correlation

people whose “gang” affiliation
is more important than anyone else

sound familiar?

Just because the homies wear suits to hide their bling
don’t mean they aren’t the real thing

Worst of all
amongst this tribe of fat white kings
is the seeds of genocide and eugenics
when a small group realizes
they are above the “law”

These people can murder anyone, steal anything
break any law, poison anyone,
arrange for administrations under their control to fuck someone over
with impunity

No police officer will investigate
and if they do
they will be bored and unresponsive
flashing their ring

They’ve programmed us with films and shows they own
to giggle at “conspiracy”

but locally
their gangs are numerous
influential
murderous

genocidal

Our canadian maple leave glasses glow pinker than any rose
and we happily sit at their heels

begging for a few leavings

of the table from what they have stolen from all of us

These people learned a long time ago,
if you have
2 lawyers, 2 doctors, 2 judges, and 2 policemen,
you can take a simple forged signature and rob anyone,
then make it look like they were insane or criminal.
You also have the means to say that a will was “properly distributed”.

The robber barons of fat white purity

hunt me

and if I return their attacks
I am labeled “schizophrenic”

So let me tell you
about Family
Houses, clubs, gangs, brotherhoods, fronts, sects,

all are not equal before their “law” of lies
all are not equal

They may burn your houses
you cannot
burn
theirs

So let’s talk about a family
named Cooper
here in Vancouver, and in Toronto

The “man” Cooper
Robert.
Robs me.

The clan Cooper
doctors, nurses, administrators
and friends
the club and the family

continue for the last 8 years
to fuck up my medical access
from within the medical system

and of course
the poison

manipulating paperwork
and poisoning people
group efforts
at tarnishing a reputation

bring all your friends
to bring him down

IATSE backs him up because he pays everyone
everyone but me
His mason shithead we are greater than everyone brothers
swarm

chickenshit fuckers
single combat at fjords
you fat rich chickenshit fucks behind your lily white aprons

let’s play chess
you fucks

If I were to fight back
I would be a mass murderer
and I would

WIN

..yet they can kill me daily, slowly, methodicaly
and manipulate my government “protected”
medical access and paperwork
papers shredded
files deleted
scans replaced
teamwork
old bags of thestern star called in as temps to locate and copy and destroy
evidence

by doctors or nurses named cooper
or their wrinkled friends with the all important
rings of belonging

the officer has his family ring too
so I don’t waste too much time
talking about

justice

someone laughs about a scan being replaced
conspiracy
yes
a few million denari

all we have to do is
get our
“friend”
to lay in the machine right after

What he doesn’t know will kill him

I’m telling you all right now
a doctor named cooper diagnosed me with cancer in my abdomen more than 2 years ago, a crucial amount of time. But he never informed me of that.

and the CT of me at VGH diamond centre
I have it
it isn’t mine

crucial minute differences
if you don’t have the correct information
you can’t easily get a cure
can you?

Trust them
they say to me
just trust

the doctors

So will continue working on it in the original blogger site before finishing it here.

I’m tired of my paragraph spacing disappearing

I was watching one of those sci fi utopias
Star Trek.
All the pretty people in leotards, nobody sick

when they get sick the doctor shows them what’s wrong
in full hi-rez widescreen
then fixes it

I look at our society

all the people
hobbling, limping, squinting, broken teeth or backs or hips

not enough money
to buy
painkillers/medicine/…

We actually have the resources to health
for all people
and their pets

but we would surround ourselves with suffering
rather than take our eyes off of the Holy Profit

I watch dogs scratching
Fleas are a big problem in B.C.
but a dose of flea control is $20
even though it was manufactured for 5 cents
there are a lot of people that can’t afford that extra $19.50
of Holy Profit

People die in Canada all the time
of curable treatable things

even worse I see people
in pain for years
when the prescription drugs and surgery they need

is in

abundance

it just “costs” more than they can afford

We have become a strange society
of cruelty and misery

cannibal slaves in the garbage heaps below the robber-barons castles

My dog is hurt
money

I am hurt
it shouldn’t cost money
but really
that’s why I’m not fixed

no money
no money or justice

all these sick people

laughing nurses

I remember the laughing
fucking cunts

(is that
inappropriate?)

directed laughter
they were laughing

cruelly

pretending to be busy

“Oh that’s just the way it is
we’re not sure what really is happening”

the man was dying

he had been in the bed almost 6 months
he walked into the hospital
something fairly routine

a “mistake” was made

he couldn’t get out of bed then
couldn’t eat

laughing nurses

I explain to them
the reality
he could eat before the operation
something wrong
someone needs to look

when they finally do
at my insistence
they find an
“accidental”
crimping of the tube
they inserted

accidental

the man should have walked away
5 days after his surgery

he spends 5 months nearly dying

laughing nurses everyday
he was intersex

do you realize that the only reason
they went back and looked and fixed him
was because I told them
their life was as long as his?

modern medicine could
repair me
in a day

would it be a good day
to die?

we have become savages
whores and slaves for credits
miseries forgotten or reveled in
for a handful
of denari

Anyway.

A crackhead named Damiano, I don’t think he’s homeless but he’s on welfare, tried to feed my dog a broken stick hidden in some cheese. My friend saw him feeding LOTS of dogs over the last summer.

I know a couple of people whose dogs have died from poisoning or foreign objects over the last couple years. I look at the park where Koala and I used to play, before all the fag hating, dog hating, dime-bag gangster fuck-wad weed seller indians moved in. The dogs are almost all gone.

Because the crackhead Damiano, wouldn’t be buying cheese and stuff out of his own pocket to kill dogs with. Someone offered him crack or something to kill peoples dogs in the east van area.

It doesn’t help to call the SPCA. Unless you have a photograph of the person actually killing the dog, they don’t have any resources to gather evidence. They’ve become a cruel and insensitive money maker themselves.

So this Damiano guy, short 5’4″, white hair, big bushy mustache, he hangs out with an evil heroin addict that everyone constantly makes excuses for, a filthy nasty person named Grizz.

You can find Grizz in front of the Commercial Drive Liquor store usually. The bleeding hearts inside there have been letting him beg his $100 worth of jib money out front of their shop for the last 10 years.

Grizz has threated 3 times to kill my dog, because I kicked him out of a public toilet that he was passed out on after smoking his heroin. He was passed out on the seat for 35 minutes in a park with kids at 11 am, so he had to get out of there.

So has your dog died recently, or gotten sick, or had a foreign object inside its stomach?

Find Damiano. Grizz knows where he is. And Damiano usually goes to the Kettle on Venables and Commercial for breakfast and to get some clothes.

Because that’s the guy whose killing dogs, and maybe you can find out who was paying him the crack, because they might have paid other crackheads to do the same thing. Maybe check with a couple of the dimebag gangsters, or their mom, who hangs out at the dyke pet store (the one that I like to go to, and Koala likes) even thought she hates dykes with a passion, almost as much as she hates fags. Her boys have threatened to kill me or koala a few times. She’s the one with the bright red jacket and the gnarly teeth. One of their other indian buds just hit Koala in the eye with a stick. She can barely see, and I have no money for a vet.

Not like there’s anything anyone can do about it. If I had money and a car, I’d take care of it.
but I’m dying and in pain so, fuck you. We can play somewhere else. You can have the gangsters. You let them destroy Grandview park and drive away all the nice people, the last 5 years it was a shithole because of them.

So look at the Kettle. The drunks in front of the liquor store, aggressively panhandling, they all take refuge at the Kettle each morning, they get fed, they get clothes.

The fucker that tried to feed my dog a stick in some cheese, Damiano, goes there every morning for coffee and breakfast.
I can’t eat there, because I’m not crazy, but the dog killing crackhead is safe there with his junkie friends.
I think that’s what it’s there for, a place for the fuckers that are ripping up our community to take refuge.
Makes sense I guess. H.A. owns the kettle, they have no problem feeding rapists and dog killers I guess. As long as the government money keeps flowing. $5 per crazy visit, who gives a shit if we’re feeding evil fuckers that harass and steal and beg and murder our friends.

The last person who kicked my dog still sells weed in victoria park.
Well, her buddy did the kicking, but she was there. Fat evil cunt. anyway.

So, I think my dog will be fine,

I grabbed the stick embedded in cheese out of her throat.

I’d take care of it. But I can only hobble, even though all my medical problems could be fixed in a couple hours of surgery, I’m not worthy of healthcare. My dog isn’t worthy of being checked out after this. If I had money we could be healthy, but I got ripped off by Big Red. I can’t hobble from a police dog. Funny eh? He could have killed 20 dogs or more, but I’d go to jail if I punched him out. and I can’t drive away, so they’d just get a dog to sniff my trail.

So while you bury your dogs and friends

consider how blind you’ve become to what’s happening

you people have been giving some of these most shitty people

hundreds of dollars a week in change.

And I never begged anything from you.

I can’t really spoil it, because it’s fifty years old.

Mr. Anderson‘s protagonist ends up in a lab in an “alternate earth” scenario.
I hate them so much, those alternate plots.

The Doctor in the lab is showing him how they process newborns, which are born by a natural process, not cloned (I’m NOT going to spoil THAT sick part of his story, you’ll have to read it yourself). The babies are separated at birth between those who become citizens and have a nurse and then family, and the others.

The Others, are not visibly different upon quick inspection, so a gene analysis is done on each child to determine this. So 2 children from the same birthing set could be split into a citizen and

A cow, or horse, basically. A slave.

These children run through an assembly line shortly after birth. Their genitals are removed, they are blindfolded, shot with various hormones and placed in sensory deprivation for the first few months of their lives and they are basically treated from that moment as a working animal. They are never taught to speak and their vocal cords are surgically damaged to prevent more than grunts. The obviously get no schooling or healthcare later in life.

So, I don’t have the story with me, but I’m going to weave pieces of it’s ideas and wrap them around my experiences and observations of the process I’ve been put through.

The “process” which has denied me a proper medical for the last 6 years. And I’m starting to get to the point where I can’t even move well enough to search for food. I’m dying slowly, and an entire community is so busy thinking happy thoughts they can’t see what’s happening in their neighborhood.

So what is the t4 programme?

It’s related, intrinsically, to the TIA effort, and the use of databases to track record and schedule. They used it to wipe out about a quarter of a million people, using DOCTORS.

You see, the Nazi’s would have never been able to process all those Jews and Queers and anybody else “different”, if it hadn’t been for IBM. Their efforts to catalog everyone and sort the useful from the indesireable was only possible because off their early war investment in American IBM punch card systems. Yes, the Germans bought early computing systems from the americans to sort everyone through their TIA like system of humanity assessment and disposal.

so before they began rounding up everybody, they marked, on punch cards, who was jew/queer/disabled/mentally ill/had a hereditary disease.

The T4 programme focused on a eugenics programme that was tasked with making sure that people with hereditary diseases or mental illnesses would be quietly euthanized (in the doctors office), sterilized, or marked for starvation (why spend money killing someone, just make sure they get nothing to eat).

What would happen is that when the client went to the doctor, the doctor filled out a form, it all got put on punch cards, the patient would be flagged as one of the “undesireables” and then would be called back in to the doctor. If the doctor was one of the select few doctors in the inner circle of this masonic style organization, he would be tasked with quietly offing the person, otherwise they would be then on scheduled with another doctor, one was in the special group.

The person would be injected, or given prescriptions containing poisons, or operated on and then dying in the O.R. (bleeding to death), or, if they were invalid or mentally incompetent, they would just be left without food until they died.

250, 000 patients were murdered by doctors under the T4 Action.

Now, I’m specifically going to talk about one hereditary genetic configuration, intersex, and how the exact same tools are being used by a group of doctors with common religious and political affiliations. Religious affiliations that consider this genetic condition to be “aligned with the devil”

I fucking kid you not.

There are 2 places in vancouver that an intersex person is sent to if they ask about their condition, The Three Bridges clinic, and the Ravensong.

Both places are listed in government media as being the place where Intersex people can get a specialist.

But there are NO SPECIALISTS.

Because the religious order that is in majority control of these two facilities has set them up for the specific purpose of fucking over and even causing the death of intersex patients that show up there.

I’ve been to both facilities. I have been mocked and snickered at in both places. Neither helped me, both tried extensively to make me just give up asking for a specialist, or “be a tranny”. That’s the second option.

I’m not a Transgender person, I’m Intersex.

They aren’t the same.

I started trying to get a specialist here about 6 years ago, because my hernia had gotten bad, but I am afraid to go to surgeons I don’t know because of what was done to me at 15.

I was operated on at 15 and given no knowledge of what the real purpose of the operation was. I didn’t learn until I was after 35 what had happened, because my mother was uber-christian, so I never got told what was happening, and I was never appraised of it by the medical profession in my adult life.

If I go to a doctor right now, and he makes me an appointment for a surgery, unless he personally knows who the surgeon will be and I have an observer, then what will happen is I will die on the operating table. I will be falling under the anaesthetic, and doctor Brown (the evil fucker they keep trying to send me to) or some other Mason, will show up.

Or it will be one of the many doctors and nurses in the lower mainland who are RELATED to Robert Cooper.

I will die on the operating table,

because the Masons have been in control of VCH and it’s scheduling functions for years.

And they have a 600 year old history of tormenting and killing any “hermaphrodite” or intersex person they can find.

It’s not a conspiracy, it’s reality.

Canada tries to tell us that everyone is equal, everyone gets equal care.

That’s not true. I know it for a fact. I live it each day.

And I’m DYING right now, because I can’t get a specialist who actually knows what they generally do to people like me. Because they’ve been doing it to us for decades here.

The nurse who has been holding up my disability application is Anna Cooper. She’s related to Robert Cooper, who ripped me off, and she has control of some of my medical records now. The Kettle doesn’t care about the fact that the olnly place I have left to get to a health provider is run by a relative of someone who ripped me off and has tried to have me killed. They only care about limiting ther liability, not making sure I get actual healthcare after almost dying while this woman revels in a conflict of interest situation that should be enough to put her in jail for a couple of years. She’s laughing, Roberts laughing, the kettle pretends they are good people and I’m being stupid.

fuckers.

The Tranny at the Ravensong is the head nurse, she’s had over $100,000 in surgery and psychologists to flip her from man to woman, and she’s sittingthere mocking me, and telling me that I can’t get a specialist at the Ravensong for Intersexuality.
I think they paid her $20 grand or so to delay my healthcare, for pushing “the policy” of denial of service for the intersex.

Do you know why?
More than half the people who end up “transgender” were actually intersex to begin with, but the doctors wouldn’t tell them that, or tell them that they probably had hormonal treatment applied to them at in utero and shortly after birth. to flip them one way or the other. But through the tool of Therapeutic Privelege, no one who is intersex is given any real information about what was done to them.

This is a horrible crime, because the practices and procedures of modern medicine toward intersex people is that the well being of the PARENTS and their beliefs is more important than the rights of the child to later self determination in care.

So if they don’t know, and feel wrong, the government offers them psychiatrists and specialists and thousands of dollars in surgery and retraining and disability. As long as they are willing to switch

because that immediately takes them out of the gene pool.

Getting Trans surgery done makes people sterile. So that’s why everyone intersex is pushed to forget about it or switch.

If you try to insist on getting an ACTUAL SPECIALIST in intersexuality, you will find there is none and no one will help you, and the associations the government has placed there SAYING you will have services actually have none.

Did you realize that Action T4 was operated through the Charitable Foundation for Cure and Institutional Care. Sounds very helpful doesn’t it?

It’s called DOUBLESPEAK.

Want to know something REALLY interesting?
Throughout this process, I’ve encountered quite a few Germans. Yeah, ones in health care or poverty services that have done something that would fuck me over or cause me grief,

or destroy medical evidence.

The fucking tranny nurse is even german I believe.

My apologies to my trans friends if I sound a bit pissed and use tranny like a swear right now, yes I know at least 5 trans people I drink and talk with.  I’m not anti-trans.

But they get specialists
and I get murdering doctors  shuffling records and scans and responsibility
and techs blasting me with xrays in richmond
then delaying my care until I die
none of it will be investigated

I hinestly would have leukemia right now if I hadn’t jumped right off that table
the look on the techs face
I should have quietly sat there
like all the other cows

a waiting room full of people waiting to be silently offed by an ancient relic of a machine, and a tech from some third world place where life is cheap and her kids can go to college on the $20k in her bankaccount from just exposing herself a bit more than usual
to rid the world
of someone
for money or belief

I don’t have
the human right to proper medical care
in Canada

People like me
are denied their rights
to law and healthcare

Denial of Service attacks
from the government
against people

who they want
to get rid of

Families like Robert Cooper’s
can do anything they want to people
like me
I don’t really
exist

here

So let’s go through it all
step by step
and look at who

is involved

increasing sentences for minor ENTHEOGENIC drug offences.

The truth is Stephen

The Canadian Government is the the country’s biggest importer of drugs, including coke and half a million hits of GHB for each Canadian city for your daughters to be raped non-violently with.

It goes right past all of Stephen’s anti-terrorism ass-scanners.

While Stephen and his buddies have you all looking at the evil potheads

Tons of drugs go right across the border in express trucks, get unloaded from airplanes at the airport, unloaded from ships in the port.

All the REAL drugs, the hard drugs, the tons of drugs

GO through your government checkpoints,

Mr. Prime Minister.

And you’ll never stop it
or where will your rich millionaire friends get their fucking coke?

Eh Stevie?

Do you think it would stop if you clamped down?

No. It would get flown in by the military.

Guaranteed.

There’s too much money going on there Stephen

So stop pretending you can stop it by stomping on ground level

Canadians

Throw a crackhead in jail for a dime of rock
While your biggest campaign contributors
snort plates of primo peruvian back

best uncle sam can supply

It’s really fucking crap.

Give that cheap crap to them if they want it and let people buy want they want from the license liquor and drug store.

Christian fool.

You’re party is propped up by organized crime

you can’t give us tv bites about

“stopping it”

just make it more businesslike and real

asshole.

She’s talking about getting her ex,
off a child porn distribution charge.
then complaining he doesn’t get any custody

Fucked.

she runs a childcare service

She’s tried a dozen times to convince me
to join the conservatives
all her rich friends are conservatives

I  really don’t think
It would be a
“Right Fit”

She sucked and fucked her way into some money
then started a successful business
but it’s never enough.

There’s never enough flights to hawaii or florida
for the kings who can do what they want
to whoever they want

as long as you have money
you can do anything
in Canada

however you can make
the money

however you can make
the evil kings
“happy”

because they have
the money

only money
matters

the rest
is meat

crushed beneath the
man

what are you willing to do?
to be one of them?

theres only men in that club
cunt

get it straight
only
men

and pictures are worth
a thousand a piece
children can be bought entirely
for a few more

thousands of  under 15 year old whores
in Harper’s Christian Canada
desperate for rent and food money
to stay away
from home

to use and
forget
being used

escape

Christianity
gives them
such good
“support”

fornicating whores
nothing is ever done
about what happens to them
they must have deserved this
they eventually
give up
trying

to escape

because that’s just
the Way
it is

I listen to a friend tell me of a father
Canadian Fortune 500 executive,
Conservative
She recounts being fucked and tortured for hours
by her father and his friends
money changing hands
laughter
every saturday
then going to church each sunday
and that started LONG before her teens

What kept her in line more?  Saturday or sunday?

I remember the pedo priest in my church as a teen

all the brainwashed lambs
unable to believe
for years he had free reign

all the 5 year olds he fondled freely

it wasn’t until he raped
at paraplegic woman in his home
that he finally went to jail
He never went to jail for the children he touched

I told them he was like that
years before
when I was 13

big meaty hand on my thigh
groping
the priest staring at a 5 year old boy
across the “prayer circle”

eyes twitching
lips licking
like
a lizard

They slapped me for suggesting such a thing
about such a Great Man
so I quickly left
a pariah to their conservative congregation

I have seen many Liars
stand behind
Altars

Fuck your Salvation

I learned to see
beneath the skin
for survival

you believe the masks
if you wish

I detest your rituals
of blindness

looking
the “other” way

in the other way of seeing
I see them clearly
if you cannot

You all spit and tell ME now
of some other Great Man’s “godliness”
I will trust my eyes
that see his lips licking

at an 8 year old playing

I’ve watched him
for 3 days
as my dog plays with her

and he
stares
at her

licking

she’s not
being coy to him

You tell ME
this woman who watches your children
can be trusted
She is no friend to me

I watch her teaching 2 boys in the park
to suck a popsicle
like it was a cock
in and out

laughing at her evil game

so innocent looking an act
such a malignant purpose
invisible in a full playground

just a popsicle
in and out
don’t touch it

how deep
can it go

she can make $100
per picture of Vaselined bums
with fingers in them
that’s ten grand an SD card

everyone has their reason
money
vengeance
madness

what are you willing to do
in the wild west
of the New Kings

Saturn devours his children
initiating his own vengeful death
How else to praise
the Dominating Kings devouring the future

I watch a hobo beside me
I’ve been told personally by someone
I trust
about something he did
and something he says now
about teaching them young
makes it concrete

he’s talking about 5 year olds

If I were to make him disappear
the police dogs would catch me
hobbling a block away
“no one left behind”

I can only
Tell YOU then
the stories
of these Tears

holding them so long
is
killing me

But you cannot seem
to hear them

Left
Behind

two girls
sisters
telling me it took them years
to realize

each time starting at like 12
that they were drugged and raped
supposedly unconscious

a couple times a year

auntie had a shitload of money right after
and all the bills that couldn’t be paid
suddenly were

“somebody”
paid them

two pairs of eyes
welling up
with
“me”

lot of
presents
to help
forget

I’m tempted to tell them
to eat some curry and get drunk on tequila alone
young woman

and tell Kali herself
personally

you can tell me, anytime
little one
if you are not
strong enough

but your need for vengeance
is better fed with You
as Her

would you be strong enough to face that auntie
Yourselves?

abandon the cross then hide behind it later
like your auntie

and the take up the knife or tool
personal vengeance
is better than whimpering suicide at the foot of a martyr

you could
just let it
Wash
Away

put it down

and think
its not yourself
that you should hurt

for this
as you Look at IT

the Knife

Who is?
Who specifically is or was it that
you should

Return
the
Favor

and the Presents

To?

focus
breathing slower

they’re all
like that

A young woman
with a bandaged wrist
from the frustration
of suppressed will and freedom
tells me

of staring at
a pool
of  tears and drool
on a formica table
not even 12 then
the middle of nowhere
mom
isn’t here

bent over for 2 hours
butter and a 9 inch dick
her mom’s boyfriend in her ass

someone has to pay
for what you eat and have
little girl

I guess
she had
to
Pay

her family wants her to Pray now
years later
and not think of sinful things

things that hurt
but now she can’t
undo them or forget the way
they feel

good little girls
don’t think of such things

but its hard to forget
2 hours

it washes
Away

on the
Surface
only

when I was 11
I remember
a man
2 streets over
with a house
and three
“nieces”
who didn’t look at all
like him

blonde hair
dark haunted eyes

after years
he was
“sent away”

but he
took
them
with
him

so was the
“community”
really “just”

when they sent
them
away?

I pondered that
a few times
in my parka
standing on a frozen lake

sending them
Away
with
him

I don’t believe
they deserved that fate
but I guess
they were

“dirty”girls
then

is that
how it works?

I remember a girlfriend when I was young still  but older
that innocent kind of love that never gets laid
Friends
but daddy fucked her body and mind up at 9

big red jacket
free reign

I remember her mom
Who knew her daughter was being raped back then

fat union wife cunt
half a fucking ton
don’t rock the boat little girl
he paid for the roof over your head

don’t rock
the boat
unless you can walk
on water

you have to be willing to
fuck your own children
to own a house
here

that’s just
the Way
it is

her mom is telling me about a woman
after years of getting the snot beat out of her
by her husband
he comes home drunk
he’s got money, a paid for house
he’s drunk

he’s upset
expecting to get his dick sucked
in a rage
till her 20 yr old daughter just says
“It’s ok mom, go to bed,
I’ll take care of it”
and gets on her knees

she tells it like
“that’s just the way it is”
then laughing
laughing
tells me a story

about a fag
who found himself a sugar daddy
then died of aids
rolls of fat jiggle with cackling laughter

so funny
dying faggots

I never fucked her daughter
but people still say I did
I still get burned for it

burned and burned and burned
by Big Red his righteous Christian Taliban
The righteous army of jesus
raping and pillaging , robbing people and selling drugs and
selling people
rob another faggot and burn ‘em
GHB for everyone
pass it around

rape your daughters early in life
so they won’t elevate themselves
above their station

know their
Place

“They’re all like that” she says
the cackle of the privileged

more of many hundreds of stories

I have heard
alone
never ending
always another

they blend together after awhile

a shimmering whimpering tapestry of light blue
through the cigarettes
I remember

they need catharsis

I can listen
I guess

I have time
for that

I can make

time

One pleads with me to tell you
of being chained to a wall
covered in gasoline
while her brother smokes a cigarette
her sister in the background
chained on the floor
covered in puke
after 5 days…

but that tale is too painful
to tell in a single
sitting

for me,
at least.

Do you understand?

I had to get drunk
just to tell you
that much

okay?

If I boil 7 days down
of Daddy’s big red dick and his friends and then her brothers and their friends
to a compressed misery of two hours
of words
how much torture
do I endure?

there is no reward
in it
for me
at all

so this is what
you get

I couldn’t afford
the beers it took
to say it
bitches

but I bought them anyway
for this
useless
shit
I write

The useless shit
that shitfuckers
write

when they do
nothing
as they die
with nothing

Imagine how many I drank
while I listened to every
sobbing
word
and Projected
image

holier than thou
bitches

fuck your temperance
sometimes
humans need more

tears
are made
of liquid…

and there are
too many…

I never get anything good
myself
from the listening

call me
selfish

but I listen to their tears
at night
sobbing
and get scorned daily

by you cunts

yes I stare
like a fucking
madman
you bitches

gasoline…
cigarettes and beer, and
gasoline
and

nothing

I watch you give money and respect
to rapists and killers
that have a sweet
and charming schtick

that say they’ve gotten
right with Jesus

I could Tell you
quite a bit of Truths
about Jesus
when you learn
to Listen

as long as you say the right words
the right way
it doesn’t matter what is in your
Heart

I must have deserved
this…

If I hadn’t
got off the x-ray table in Richmond

I’d be dying of leukemia right now

courtesy of
Dr. D.A. Cooper and his pals
helping his kin
Robert Cooper

next to the docks
and the union hall
as they laugh
Big Red
laughing

another dying faggot in the Hamilton
where they send the faggots to die
white supemacist “social worker” from copenhagen
laughing as I get this place

an
“inside”
joke

just stop squirming faggot
it’ll be over in a year or two
“Vancouver has a way of getting rid of people
it doesn’t want”

Vermin

You’re from copenhagen
you cunt

I grew from the soil
of this land
and I have walked
across it

I will sit
pretty much
where I please

They’re surprised
All around me
I was supposed to already be dying
of x-ray induced bone cancer or some other poison
It was all
arranged

they get a few more
tries
I guess

some other poison
accumulates
invisibly

just call it
nothing

everyone drink a beer
for the dying faggot
who paid for our houses and cars
with his ideas

fucking parasite

and I should give a shit
about these Tears?

this one I barely know
but have known
a few years

beautiful brunette
a bit
self-conscious

telling me to tell the tale
images I would rather not
remember

I watch
as she remembers…

she was just past twelve
remembering at 15
a “guest” she didn’t like
her mom had over

I guess she might have been a little snotty

at the “guest”
She didn’t like the way
he treated her mom

she was still dreaming of rescuing knights and princes
watching her toys and bears through tears
on her own bed at knifepoint

because her mom had taken the money on the table
and said “fuck her!”

and left to go shopping and pay rent
and came back
and put on music
instead of

responding to screams and cries

I guess her mom figured
since she had whored herself to this brutal man
a number of times to pay the rent
she should do her part I guess

now her mom
has a good union job
with the ass and complacency
that grows from that

and her deflowering
at knifepoint
is just a regret
to be forgotten

I guess
it was only
“one time”

so she should have
“gotten over it”

she more or less has
no choice

Should I tell this young woman crying
she is too young to talk to me?

well past puberty
she spits out a story

of a 9 inch dick
down a 6 year old throat

pissing beer into her stomach

being punched in the head
while choking
told not to bite

and later a spanking

in front of
Everybody

at some Church picnic

for being covered
in puke and beer and piss
and cum

for being
dirty

seeing red
drunk on some  ”uncle”‘s piss
praise jesus for salvation

she learned
not to “be mouthy”
and be grateful

you must be grateful
not an Ingrate

you must be Grateful
for what…

you have left.

I guess I should have told her
she was too young
to tell me
that

I should have
sent her

Away

I should interrupt
a half hour story
about a couple of hours
crunched into the corner

of the tub?

I guess it all
really
washes

Away

I can’t cry anymore
at the telling
because I would hold

an ocean
of weeping

you can have them if you want
these tears
of your sisters

I have carried them
a long time

I would put them
in a nicer place
if I could

this is all
I can do
for now

you wonder why
I chain smoke
and drink a couple cans of beer
when I have opportunity

YOU remember then,
YOU remember clearly,
I would rather
dull it

you can have
every
fucking
one of them

every Tear

they Weigh more
than you think

so much
more

fucking
gasoline

people
whoring themselves
to go
to school

pull yourself  UP
by your bootstraps
so you can pay the masters
for your opportunities

The girl next to me is 14
I’m in the big red jacket someone gave me a couple years ago

There are aunties and uncles watching
a hundred feet back

We’re 4 feet apart
and can’t move closer
I expect they’ll throw rocks at me for standing there
burn me alive

listening quietly
to her talk
nervously

She’s a Sweetheart,
and I love her a lot
from 4 feet away

They’d hang me if I held her hand
or gave her a scarf
so we just sort of

stand
and talk

its not like she
can reach out
or me

the most daring thing
she can do
this shy girl
is discreetly
bend over

a little bit
coy

sometimes that’s all you can express
I’m sure we each
have our own feelings

we pretend
we don’t

things
we’d like
to say

Let’s pretend
we don’t
everybody

watch and pretend

She plays with my dog for a bit
being
a little bit
coy

and we talk
about a rough life
gradually getting
better

the end

later someone will try to kill my dog
because we stood
and talked

I haven’t actually fucked anyone
for a couple of years
but that doesn’t matter
in the gossip mill

Down in the lower eastside

we have double the number of whores her age in the last decade
No social support under 15 on the street

in Harper’s Canada

I believe
myself
in freewill

I do not see that they have any
choices
that you talk about

they should have the minimum
safety net

their own
Place
but no one gets anything but pissed on

here
unless they slave or whore
or go to jesus

Fuck
your
Salvation
Stephen

your Taliban
really isn’t much different
than theirs

The chick these fucks tried to set me up and hang me with last year
was 15 and near losing it
Sticking her tits and ass in my face
crazy bait twat
completely nuts

heavily dosed on the wrong antidepressent
mood swings and suicidal tendencies
smoothed over
with heart bursting ssri’s and eye-popping ritalin

She’d been molested (raped actually)
more than a couple times in her life.
more

I suspect daddy,
at the start of it all
before the the slide
into

this
need

continuous non stop talking
need
to control and manipulate

everything/everyone
a constant gnawing
from when
there was no control

or

savior

justice has no time
for little girls
with no money
for anyone

anymore

but she’s here so the IATSE fucks

on the other side of the square
can get some BURN footage

“Oh we’re just shooting a movie!”
An entire crew
in the place where I sit every day
convenient

Snarling redhead IATSE cunt with a faceful of herpes
mocking me, while she talks to a tech
They’re attacking me in broad daylight
with bait cunt and cameras

4 times now
I’ve watched that IATSE redhead herpes cunt
mock me

you fucking slut cunt
where did you get the herpes bitch?
sucking and fucking
your way to a good life?
union Cunt

she’s jazzing me
from 20 feet away
about the crazy 15 year old BAIT CUNT in front of me
who can’t stop sticking her tits and out
in everybody’s face
because she’s an ACTRESS
and it’s a Burn job
a thoroughly plotted one

I watch her pitting people against each other
well trained little Laveyan slut
practically memorized Anton’s work
I wonder what she get’s paid for this

I know for a fact this crazy 15 year old has sucked 3 old dicks
not mine
so I guess
they are the bad guys?

And the slut and IATSE crew are saving society from?
What?
Movie trucks full of guns and coke and GHB crossing the border
courtesy of uncle sam
and you all are going to try and burn me with a cunt?
That YOU FUCKING RAISED?

fucking hypocrite fuckers

I guess it’s understandable
because whoever choked her while fucking her

made her need that
abuse
but I don’t have time for it

Like 60% of the women in this country
raped and molested
who are so much better off here
than “over there”

In Stephen Harper’s Canada
When these little girls run away

from rich dad and his dick
The cops deliver them back home

then speed off to find a terrifying pothead or socialist agitator
to drag off to jail

I remember
an indian girl
14 maybe

long ago
pretty but poor
pushed into a fire
burned on her face and hands
at a bush party

laughter all around

I left before it had happened

The highway of tears will keep flowing
because poor little brown girls
have no money or rich family
to spur the police on

There’s more profit
in speeding tickets
and grow-op busts
no money = no justice

This is still a WIP, so don’t get your panties in a knot…

Please keep in mind this work is a WIP
and I’ve been working on it over 3 weeks
so it’s changing
significantly
and probably will for another few weeks

“Magical Thinking” is a criteria of assessment for a number of thought “disorders” listed in the DSM-IV
These assessment tools are routinely used against poor people with a consistent (planned) lack of adequate legal or medical representation.

What is magical thinking?
This “empirical” criteria
for which we can be Burned
until we submit
that our minds
are in “error” ?

Big topic really. Very wide.
covers a LOT of things

making it an excellent “blanket” label to pharmaceuticalize someone with

So let’s define the sub-headings which are below the label of “magical thought”

1. Manifestation of Will and Desire
2. Synchronicity and Fate
3. Telepathy
4. Etheric projection, shared mental spaces and interactions
5. Visualizations, meditations, self transformations
6. Manipulation of chi/life energy with thought/will/action
7. Manipulation of objects with thought

we could also add other concepts such as spiritual marriage vs. physical marriage, which would also be a kind of “Magical Thinking”, but since the christians espouse it, it’s usually conveniently overlooked unless the person talking about it is a non-christian. Then it would be crazy of course.

The first 2 and the last numbered one, are, in my own personal view
a lot of crap. But I’ll explain, gradually.

the other 4 are all aspects of spiritual expression found in numerous faiths, even “christianity” and certain spiritualized forms of atheism.

so let’s focus mostly on christianized versions of these “madness” indicators

1. Manifestation of Will and Desire

So the “christian” version of this is called “prayer” sometimes, but it is different from many other forms of prayer or meditation in that you have a specific selfish goal.

This is where you visualize yourself “having” something that you don’t actually have. Then when it “suddenly” materializes or “manifests” you have some form of “synchronicity” or “fate”  to revel over for “providing” for you.

Fucking shite.
Usually when I hear some little witchy going on about manifestation,
it makes me want to hurl

because this is the “truth” about the”secret” of “manifestation”

it’s crap. It sold bazillions of new age dvd’s, but..
unless you’re a hot hippy chick with gorgeous boobs and no bra and you’re flailing all about with your “the world is full of love” fucking shite
then,
yeah
a whole fucking lot of cool good shit  is going to “manifest” for you
it doesn’t work for everyone that way.
believe me.

What does it mean for the average joe?

It’s really a sort of “mind networking” concept.
You see, Belief #3 is the real working principle

You have people around you,
they know you are looking for this thing/object/person/job
you keep looking for this thing
the more other people in your group
the more potential matchmakers there are for you and your passionate goal

If you are all positive and uplifting and hopeful
it’s easier to get others interested

anything you do as an interaction with people using words
you can do as well using the technique of Belief #4 with your group

If you don’t have a “group”, it’s time to start thinking of who you already use the techniques of Belief #3 with on a regular basis

or of course go read a book
because that usually plugs your brain up enough to stop
talking to shadows
silently

So let’s continue.

2. Synchronicity and Fate

I don’t even want to go into this one too much

except to say
bullshit. Fuck fate.

Really
Just fuck it all to Hell
“fate” is usually a current justification for “consequences” of  “the past”
fate is similiar to the christian concept of
“all sinners go to hell”

which is more crap

You can observe and observe,
and yeah, sometimes things line up
but predestination
is really
really
really

dumb

3. Telepathy

Ok.

so now we get to something REAL.

This is actually what 90% of religious wars and oppression
centuries of misery
this is what it’s all about.

You can hold a conversation on two or more levels.

That’s reality.

You can’t sift through someone’s memories or thoughts, usually
but if you love them
or hate them
you can hold a conversation
underneath the conversation

right?
not just:

pheremonal signals generated throughout the conversation
which you could consciously generate or visual cues

but straight up underlying conversations and….
long conversations with people
you can’t walk to
but love enough
to talk to

4. Etheric projection, shared mental spaces and interactions

This is the Big Secret
wrapped in a
story

You could walk
and walk
and climb
and climb to get to the old man’s hut
the old yoda on the mountain guy

but he will just send you back

you weren’t supposed to walk
you were supposed to just

Go
to him

This is where we come to the incubus/succubus part as well
for you demon lover freakazoids

Succubi and incubi make a lot of sense, really.
just…hear me out first. Really

If you can see and feel and project
and you have a lot of love for someone
you can communicate across a distance
including touch and visual representation

Hmmm.

Jerk off thinking of someone you TRULY LOVE works at the start
That’s why jerking off is a “SIN”"
because if you love them and they love you
you might realize theres not just masturbation
but
COMMUNICATION
occurring…sometimes

and if you say that you love someone fully
but you don’t have this etheric connection
try jerking off thinking of someone else

honestly
that’s the trick to it
and
the Purpose of it

Christianity tries to demonize the process (especially the jerking off part)

Incubi and Succubi
are humans trying different lovers out
before settling on the ones
that make them feel

more than human
like treeman or tree woman
or flame people
or two dragons, or cats or something
fucking

that would be a good mate for a while
really
regardless of the car/house/moola/suit/dick size situation

most sects or systems that demonize this form of communication between people
and focuses on the energy drainage and time wasted  by engaging in this form of communication to the exclusion of actually being true lovers and then still end up being spiritually divorced because of societal pressures based on religion designed to break such connections between people

you can waste a lot of time interacting with someone this way
if they aren’t honest
so test them early in RL

this also explains the christian/monotheist assertion that a binary couple is supposed to be lifelong, though in truth this is a minority configuration
more lovers = more close communication = OMG I can actually communicate this way with a lot of people = OMG is this god dude real?
playing inccubi/succubi is considered a “gateway” behavior to more advanced witchiness and demon consorting.

Daemon. I’m going to tackle the demonology in more detail in the future,
but really, the origins of demons are in humanity itself
grown into a horrifying fear
from the metaphorical communication of Aspects
which it embodies

this strong connection doesn’t have to be one man and one woman
like the christians are always on about
threesomes really are fine

and many sects
seem to get along
with the idea that if everyone fucks
they’ll all be mentally connected together

its a bit much for me but some people think its grand

but it’s easier to keep the dynamic of 2
and the male-female polarity plays some part
but everyone can find someone to interact with
that brings this out in them

So the basis of the xtian concept of this magic
is a “in theory”
that 2 mates should be in constant connection with each other
kind of hard in the modern world
but it can be done

whether its an “eternal” thing
or a few years
a deeper multilayer spiritual connection
and communication bond
the xtians
basically have the same form of “magic”

its just
legislated
chained to one form
disconnected from its higher
forms and aspects

I will even go
a teeny deeper into this
and say
that in my extensive wanderings perusings and musings on the ass sex taboo and its place in christianity and other more orthodox religions

I’ve come
to the conclusion
that many sects
believe
that ass sex
increases telepathy
and the ability to project an etheric self

not just in the act,
but as an after effect
of the “dirty deed”
I’m actually not kidding
I know its a bit much to swallow
butt I swear it is the Truth

so help me…

back to our topic:

most people are dead
in their minds about this

I figure some people can see better, some hear better, some feel better
just like some people are better with cars, or basketball, or spatial reasoning

some can visualize a secondary layer of metaphorical/symbolical/spiritual/energy/chi

I was trying to measure the “usefulness” of meditation or “spiritual insight” or “etheric visualization” or “etheric projection”

Now.

The Christians and Muslims, and many other formal religions

specifically call this a Sin and make it such a vile practice that it even permeates their practices of Psychology. Hence the Incubbi/Succubi/demon lover stories to fill you with fear. So if someone who loves you pops up in your bed at night you’ll run around screaming and babbling about witches and demons instead of getting it on and realizing you might have found a good partner match.

Don’t want that. The congregation you are part of will almost always try to break up couples(or threesome) that have this kind of connection.

Which kind of makes you understand how IMPORTANT they view it.

Pagans of most nations view it as of Positive importance and an aspect of personal spiritual practice. Many people do.

Not necessarily the jerking off part, mind you

See that’s just where the realization comes from.

That you suddenly aren’t alone, you’re interacting with someone that wants to interact not just the pictures you started with.

and eventually you maybe realize,
when you’re drinking your tea
that you can have other kinds of conversations in this multilayered medium of visualization, and visionary beauty.

Deep, conference call style interactions, with different costumes start to emerge
within the mental space
of your
“meditation”

and that is why you must
always
always
hurry
and be harried
and talked to

or you will start to talk amongst yourselves
quietly

5. Visualizations, meditations, self transformations

Do these kind of things have value?
People pay a lot of money to go to seminars and stuff
and its all labelled “healthy” and “healing”
are they all nuts?

Visualization of “energies”
in yoga, tantra, meditations

books and books and books
and DVD’s
all talk about humans visualizing various energies

Why aren’t those authors all locked up?
Why don’t the mental health authorities bust in
and round up these madmen and women?
I guess it’s not that crazy after all.

Animism isn’t dead
its just finally being understood
the “animal totems”
are visionary experiences of yourself
as another form
taking on some of its qualities and thought processes

as a human ability
it only requires
practice

The LaVeyans have their “wolf” transformation
but maybe you’re not really a wolf
maybe you find it easier becoming a tree
or a deer, panther, lion, satyr, firehuman, dragon, owl, etc.

are you really a tree?
obviously not
but still,
you stretch your branches up,
and roots down

and sip your tea
its not crazy
people have been doing it
for thousands of years!

What benefit it has to you
is up to you to discern
but try these visualizations

while you make out with another person that you see that in them
for some stupendous results

and compare to the written accounts
of the concept called “godforming”
you could follow those instructions
of the theosophist, GD, and masons
and “become” various egyptian deities
whichever one is closest to your being

but myself
I detest egyptian based magic
so you might consider
aiming for a celtic, nordic, hindi, or greek pantheon
to pull your
Ishta Devi
from

These experiences in visualization or “visionary states”

can definitely induce sickness
especially if your world view is rigid

but try reading
“the varieties of religious experience”
by William James

It might help

and I would caution you
to not drive a vehicle
for a few days after you first achieve self visualizing results of any magnitude

it could be messy

you also might find yourself
susceptible to mind games or manipulation
that’s why people do this shit in a quiet place
and avoid others for a little while
other than their lovers or other quiet peers

6. Manipulation of chi/life energy with thought/will/action
This is really an extension of Belief #5

7. Manipulation of objects with thought
This is pretty much
the Bohunk Daddy of all Bohunks.
Fucking crap

you can’t manipulate objects
you can manipulate situations, people,
and in some very focused instances
you can manipulate fields slightly

you can’t actually move objects with your mind
It would be nice
to be able to send all the butcher knives flying at your mom
like Carrie
but the shit doesn’t work like that

Remember
this thing is still a WIP
(Work in Progress)

I was talking with a young witchy woman.

Actually.
I was listening to her talk.
Patiently.

She was going on about how she was going to find a book of shadows with spells and stuff in it. She starts talking about a bunch of grimoires and such, most of which are useless or misinformative.

Hmmm.

I think I remember searching for something similiar, long ago.
So long ago.

A Book of Shadows is not a product.
You can’t buy one.
It is a concept.

You can buy a pretty book to hold your Book of Shadows
or you can put it in a binder.

It is better if it is a nice book with non-removeable pages.

But no one will ever see it.
Outside of whomever you do your spiritual “workings” with.
Whatever those entail.
It’s private, like a diary.
And if properly written,
as dangerous to you as a real diary being read out loud.

It isn’t a path specific concept,
but it is a generally important and often misunderstood one.

You see,
most magic isn’t about physical things.
The herbology, the chemistry, the metallurgy, all these physical things,
the “spells” and potions
They belong in spellbooks, workbooks, schoolbooks.

90% of what is termed “higher magic”
is about

COMMUNICATION

communication, diplomacy, manners,
and self transformation

These are the contents of your Book of Shadows
The Shadows that you converse with
in your meditations

Our Christianized society controls and crushes our telepathy and empathy

As we gradually realize our ability communicate, and project, to visualize, see, and relate to each other in this medium,

This non-empiric, currently unmeasurable telepathic and etheric communication and projection is extremely dense, full of layers of meaning

When we are in the midst of our meditations
We write, simply, of what we experience

So that later, when we begin to forget,
worn down by the games and punishments of our masters and overseers
we can read in our private places
and remember what we have seen.

If you have a small group
try having group meditations or rituals for a month
silently

and date each set of notes in your books

When you compare
you should see similiarities
otherwise

You might need to find different working partners.

A Book of Shadows will contain references to feelings you have about people
that you meet
or talk to

In the Dark Ages of the burnings
that book would hang you and everyone in it
and thus its great secrecy

in this time of Burning
the contents of a personal Book of Shadows
would, if written TRULY
be used to incarcerate you
in a christianized psychological facility

The visions, transformations, lessons and conversations you recount in your book are to remind you later of your experiences,

do not believe that this is truly a time of temperence for neopagan belief
our associations do not get smaller because of less “witches” or pagans
they get smaller because we are being targeted

Your Book of Shadows will be blank when you first buy or obtain it
3 years later
if you really are on The Path

Its contents will be sacred
and dangerous to you

So protect it.

They have a big push to update the community centre

architects came by

in a very expensive 8 person limo

and all they would talk about

is the pool

and the great new skyline for their uphill condo investments

but what we need is a new library

not a new pool.

The pool is fine

it just had maintenance.

Every time there is any kind of festival on commercial drive people line up to pee

in the library

because there is only one stall in the brand new park they built

During school, people researching in the library

share the library with talking teenagers

and screaming babies listening to stories

nothing wrong with either

but there is a reason the librarian always said

“shhhhh!!”

A 3 floor library

with ground floor bathrooms for community events held near the community centre

a separate floor for kids activities

4 times as many computer terminals with internet access

make that 10 times as many computers

and computers for viewing media, not just internet

new books on technology that are up to date

college level textbooks on subjects

The point of the library is that someone with no money can access knowledge

an interested person can educate themselves in something

libraries shouldn’t be just generalized dummies books

Libraries have become essential for community access to knowledge

the Brittania library serves an area larger than the Downtown library

a one floor shared space is not sufficient for this large of a community

The wi fi access around the library should extend into napier square

there should be washrooms, plugins,

lots of books, lots of computers

and in East Vancouver

I honestly believe a new expanded LIBRARY

will benefit the community

far more, way more, soooo much more

than a new pool to replace the one that already works

when there are 2 more within walking distance

The push is for more sports

and less thinking

could we assess our priorities

as a “community”?

“When WE take over, we’ll kill ALL the faggots and dykes first…”

that’s actually a quote.

A sentiment voiced in multiple

congregations

Fat white men in rooms with their special rings pronounce it

Brown men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too

Black men in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too

women in their rooms with their special rings pronounce it too

All the christians and muslims together

hating

and silently wishing

the death

of all the queers

Groups of interests

like minded people

working together

to rid the world

of queer people

and anyone else who doesn’t conform

and obey

anyone too strange

good slave material or not

is all they see

The Great 21st Century Crusade of Monotheist Monogamous Sects

I don’t care if the Christian God or Allah wins,

or the secret sects of businessmen

They are killers and oppressors of humanity

They want their own particular

Holy Law

or “right way”

enshrined in

their “ancient books”

holy rules

all the reasons to take from

or kill

infidels/atheists/queers/

women who don’t obey

men who don’t obey

convert or die

obey

slave

pay

little groups of power haters

with agendas of genocide

and religious/legal “purity”

their fucking purity

not mine

their god is not mine

their way is not mine

I will hand you the first stone to cast

then smash you with the other once you have thrown it.

But I’ll take a little longer to expand that, because its really messed up

and true life.

Hey.

“WE”

We got a “parade”

another organized festival of fakery

to make us think that we actually have

Freedom/equality/safety/justice/truth

So,

Why did I have a crappy day

on this great festival day

of gay celebrations

It felt vacuous to me.

empty of substance

a herd of slaves rejoicing

praising the kindness of their masters

I look back

over a few years

and I don’t see freedom

or equality

or any kind of cohesive

community

queer or otherwise

fractured factions of bitchy backstabbers

mind fuck head games

and heinous cackles

when we look at what the spectacle

is really about

is it us

or some other marketable image

The fat assed union cunt sits across from me

She’s one of the dumbest redneck bitches I’ve ever known

Funny but dumb

I’ve known her a few years

This is a couple years ago

less than a quarter of my brainpower

and she’s gloating about her truck and vacations

her fucking house

her unemployed boyfriend in his red coat

laughing she says

“I’d never tell anyone I was a bisexual,

leave yourself open to all that public ridicule”

a chorus of snickers around the coffee shop patio

Ignorant redneck shithead union bitch

cottage cheese arms jiggling in mocking idiocy

The stupidest get paid the most

because they make better slaves

The fucking slave is mocking me

She knows her union pals

in another union

have ripped me off

But its ok,

I might have had a hundred semi-intelligent conversations with her

on this patio, over the years

right now

I’m just a ripped off faggot for her to laugh at

Anything good about me

gets shoveled under

the “faggot” shit

gotta love East Van

Safe beneath the christian east van gangsta cross they raise to the sky

an aluminum prayer to their “god”

presented as if it were art

paid for

by

community

to “represent”

us

They should place a brazier beneath it

so we can burn books of law and psychology

and science

We could burn books written by fags

who died with nothing

while some rich fuck

gets richer by the day

printing their works

That’s a lot of fucking books.

Maybe we could just strap fags right to the base of the east van cross

a warning

choke on your fucking equality and justice

they’re just media sound bites

memes for parrots with roses coloured glasses

You will have only the equality you make

I swear

With your fist or your business alliances

form your queer gangs smaller and meaner

you’re halfway there

but realize

there is no backup

Law, Medicine, Databases, Government

Your “Churches”

will wipe you out slowly and quietly

after sucking you in with little bobbles beads

parties and parades

and Stars

glittering aluminum crosses

representing

mixed metaphors

of bullshit and purity

the fat fucking drug dealer

is leaning into my face in Victoria Park

“We don’t have any faggots in OUR park” he says

Now there’s crackheads trying to kill the faggot or his dog

I’ve lived 20 years here

and come to this park almost daily with my dog

everyone knows me

no ones ever called me a fag here

I know quite a few lesbians and queers

that come to this park

with their dogs and kids

But this brown redneck fat shithead

who just decided

it was his park,

because he moved his business here

I’ve never been racist to him

yet

He can threaten me

here

in a park full of kids

and some fucking queers he hasn’t got to yet

where I’ve walked so long

years

slept on this grass

waiting for

justice

I suppose

so keep out of Victoria Park

You hear that?

Faggots?

Get your drugs somewhere else

I do

I don’t even really self identify with it

This “fag” shit

I really don’t

I never have

what I see rarely represents me,

definitely not

the parade of cheering slaves

who’ve forgotten

where their inverted pink triangle came from

the flaming baby talk, the drag queens with their sarcasm

Always the flashy loud peacocks in the spotlight

at every one of these queer events

Why would I support that?

Fill your fuckingboots with it sister

but it really just makes me

walk

away

I feel mocked

after an hour of watching a drag queen MC

mocked

NOT enthusiastic

I sit in a park

where I’ve slept for 2 years

after being ripped off

The circle of dykes in the darkness

is mocking me

singing their song

making fun of the story

of the ripped off writer

union dyke cunts making fun of the ripped off fag writer

iatse cunts

the herpes bitch who runs them

walks up in the dark

“yo my bitches”

half the circle is subservient to her

I guess I shouldn’t say “cunt”

but that’s what their being

the dykes hate the fags

and round it goes

rip off anyone you like

because its the

wild west

pirateland

I got ripped off by IATSE, Robert Cooper, and Andy Mikita,

Because of this. This “fag” shit.

Which I’ve never really been into.

But I might as well say what I think about it

now

Really. That’s the lame ass reason

at the end of it all

and everything else follows forward

Watch the Stargate episode “The Other Side”

one more time

and swap the concept of clones

for queers

think metaphorically

Think about reality

a movie lot with a dozen

haggard and harassed

overworked, underpaid, mocked and jeered and laughed at queers

that’s what I observed

personally

quietly

Because hey

“He’ll never DO anything about it, fucking faggot…”

That’s what they said to me

and they’re saying it to you everyday

Cheer and shout for your freedom to fuck each other your way

then walk home talking about how “their way” is wrong

or dirty

the fags hating the dykes and vice versa

the both of them hating the “breeders”

everyone hating the bisexuals

and all the well paid married people

laughing at the dancing cavorting

carnival of queers

happy with their spectacle

ignorant of their powerlessness

so rip em all off… eh?

You backstabbing IATSE fucks

make a big party

to pretend they’re your friends

I have more to say on this,

lots more

but I can barely get an hour on the net

When Harper gains control of the net

you won’t be able to read free speech

so look around for it while you can

so

so stay tuned out

For who?
None of the figures on the screen is really from here
are they?

Our mercenary teams of gladiators
outfitted with the best
“sports technology”

cheer

Great Spectacles to draw us
are we really together?
In this mob?

All faces forward
too much volume to talk
to
each other

Civic/National pride
we watch our
troops
teams

Mercenaries

The Carnival
that makes us participate in gaiety
5 dollars
5 dollars
5 dollars

none

convinced we have participated
in the “magic”

created by “professional” performers

do we feel sated?

we go home empty
not
refreshed

not connected

the last thing
we remember

Is the spectacle

my internet is spotty and survival is a grim chore
so wait a bit…

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stop_Online_Piracy_Act

its big brother’s conception we’re watching!

not long ago,

years,

but short in the time of the world

H was killed after he had turned to fighting poverty as his focus.

In fact, it was only a couple years after he suggested spending $50 Billion on the poorest

Instead of  fighter jets I would add.

They create these new rights and advocacy organizations and policies and “tribunals” now

with names that fill our eyes with the right things to say

but really,

amongst the doublespeak names and repression of socialist groups

almost the same environment prevails

we’re just better at saying it doesn’t

Today the man would be poisoned, not shot

but I guess they did try to destroy his life in many ways

He was lucky, in that way

with his congregation,

his gang

he was mostly protected.

Gangs, clubs, congregations, lodges, mutual benefit societies, unions, covens, sects, associations,

Clubs. Members Clubs.

join one or make one

its the only way now

factions

and colors

I wish we had someone today

a mutt like most of us

who could speak with such clarity

Colors can protect us

group protection

group buying power

but in the end

we divide ourselves from the real battle

those with too much property and money

and most of us with no property and less money than debt

or no money

at all

it’s fake fucking shit

that money

sliding all over the place

milking politicians pockets

And they keep telling us to “trust it”

trust the free pillage “market”

built on sand

and the robbed dreams

of billions of meat robot slaves

who end up having nothing in the end

for their contributions

fake money has no need for slaves

with tired limbs

work or die

slave

you will own nothing substantial

regardless of your sweat or thought

The issue is injustice.

The money is there to fix this

we paid lots in

all together

the Country gang

if we can keep our thieving representatives from

shoving it in their cohorts pockets

maybe we can even convince them

to invest in us

WE

the people

money and fat rich white men

care nothing of such things or culture

There’s no King for us

unless perhaps

the maimed Fisher King.

Overwhelmed,
she feels ill

Stretching down and deep like a Tree
The Tree she is stretched out encompassing

All

So long
a Tree
Growing
Out

but now
she must
Be

Fire

rooted in Lava,
Beings of Flame
licking the pools
of its
surface
Speaking

Understanding
an alien tongue
innately

she Becomes

Incendiary

A Cord
a conduit of spirit
Spine

burning off
clinging
pieces

guilt/fear/shame
burns
away

Black consumed by Gold

Skin
a tattooed vapour

of Flame

We don’t need a new building with the same fuckwads.
Its plenty big enough, and the site has ample room to build an addition for storage.
We need completely different people running the place and choosing the art.

This is REALLY about a repetition of a an eternal recurring theme in Canada,
take the money from CULTURE and give it to the organized crime VULTURES.

You take $30 million dollars
you say “we’re supporting ART!”
then you give the the money to a horde of ARTLESS, cultureless steroid monkeys who couldn’t finish grade 12
The same steroid monkeys that beat up any “faggy”  artist they see
They build a building, then go home and beat their wives and gloat over their big paychecks

Then the rich fuckers who rip off all the artists and culture here go have a big party
one where poverty stricken artists are NOT allowed
and the fat rich fucks can all stand around with their trophy wives gloating and laughing
at the JOKE
about “spending money on culture”
its about spending money on a party place for the rich

Then for the next 20 years every poverty stricken ripped off writer and artist can gaze through their tear filled eyes at the monolith of “art appreciation”

If I had the existing space,
with 5 million for making an extra storage wing and 5 million to purchase art from CURRENTLY LIVING BC ARTISTS,
I guarantee I could FILL THE  ART GALLERY WITH PEOPLE EVERY MONTH.

GUARANTEED

Its NOT the building.
It’s the idiots who are deciding what goes up,
who go snuffling around with their noses up rich ASS,
spending money on artists long dead instead of art that’s being created here and now in Canada.

Its fucking shite and everyone knows it.
Vancouver pays lip service to CULTURE.

The same people who are going to build the new VAG for us
ripped off and screwed over any artists of significance here in the last 10 years

hey, it will be fine,
we can all live in the retro glory days of muscle car shows and sports events, country music and no fags

no need to pay for art
we would rather pay for concrete

You think someone is going to fly from another country to go to the VAG because its a new building?
Maybe the first year, all the architectos, more rich fucking snots.
After that, it’s the same thing
shitty art chosen by bootlickers with lifetime jobs on our dime

They just did the same thing in Edmonton.
Same fucking thing.
Theres no surge of people flying from Spain and France to see the AGA either
It didn’t “revitalize” their arts scene
because no local artists got any of the money
instead they starved even more while all funds went to the monolith
and none of them are in there now really
The money went to organized crime construction crews, some rich architect firm,
and a bunch of money probably went to buy some dead people art
while the artists of the city with the “Art Monolith” die or flee with nothing

These aren’t fools parting with the public’s culture money,
they know EXACTLY what they are doing
and an American leads the charge…

Instead of real social workers,
that actually know about social work,
Vancouver Social Services has McWorkers
that don’t really want to have to do their job

They have a year or 2 of college
as a “SS representative” or “counsellor”
not an actual degree holding social worker
then they get to lord it over us

a rerun
of the vicious Stanford Jail experiment
created into an institution

So they want to force me to walk,now
with a hernia and damaged cartilage in my knee
an additional 40 blocks
to get my little pittance

I have to beg, for what I am entitled to
at the very base, the bottom
I have to beg
at a Christian Reprogramming Centre

Baptist Medical Plaza II, Suite 800
2021 Church Street
Nashville, Tennessee 37203
says the address of their head office

Government religious discrimination
a Faith Based institution now has the right to hold my cheque
if I do not comply with any whim they may have
Me.
An Atheist Pagan.

seems a bit more serious than putting some pointsettas in the window.

I look closely
at the Christian Reprogramming/Brainwashing/Labelling/BURNING
“services”
Behavior Modification Specialists
Christian Psychology seems like an oxymoron in my personal worldview
They have more scientists in this facility than a conference in Apologetics
all written up to make it sound
like forced Deist therapy
is normal in free societies
a “Service” to the poor

Why? Why am I being sent for electroshock?

Because I actually wanted to talk to a real worker
about what’s been going on with my disability claim
but they all were having a nice quiet time in the office

So I got bitched out
for daring to want a human
to actually treat me with some respect and dignity

and listen to my concerns, issues, and questions.

Instead I got a snarling, snapping rude cunt

looking at me like I’m a piece of shit
for daring to ask for a an entitled crisis amount
to buy a bag of dog food
and maybe some peanut butter
after the long holiday of increased canadian poverty.

I’m the piece of shit
because she had to move her fat lazy public service employee ass
her unionized “I want to have a splendid day chatting with my friends” job
was being disturbed
by my very presence

she had to move 2 feet
and sit down to talk to me
while I stand on the other side of her “impervious” motorized barricade

dehumanized

The 7 women in the office
make more money in salaries
than the people their office make from their base welfare cheques

and I’m the leeching parasite
one of “Them”
hobbling in

if we’re going to have McNonSocial Workers
why don’t we just hire sarcastic rude high school students
give them a uniform and minimum wage
we can line up to the take out wicket
to get bitched out

instead of paying CUPE
or the BCGEU

to decide what rude cunts will “serve us”

Like Ken Kesey’s protagonist in One Flew Over the Cuckoo’s Nest
I’m getting LABELLED, screwed over, fucked
by a power tripping bitch

Do you think its right?
I think, personally, that I should be able to sue them for religious discrimination
and get twice as much as the Jew got for just putting some pointsettas in the window

The lazy union bitch Kate
and equally lazy supervisor
Winnie

can force me to harm my physical body
and require my attendance
at a reprogramming centre

for the base welfare
that anyone should get?
Oddly enough
its worst at the Commercial Drive office

but this is going on all over Vancouver
well off union employees
gloating
and treating their clients

like fucking shit

If YOU agree
that my rights as a HUMAN being have been ignored
and trampled

then please tell their head office for me

OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 – 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2

because I don’t have a lawyer
and they are trying to force me to sign a form
saying I am mentally ill
before I can get
the smallest of pittances

So the cunt files a police report
saying I threatened her
that I said “I’ll get you.”

The THREAT
pretty much word for word
was THIS

in CONTEXT

“I’ll get you back for this you fucking cunt, I’m going to WRITE a letter to your head office detailing your rude treatment of me and then I’m going to write the entire incident on my blog and you can read about it yourself
you fucking rude cunt”

They have video cameras in every welfare office
but when it comes time to go to court
this will conveniently NOT be admissible
or available

Because
as you can see
I didn’t threaten her

I threatened TO TELL HER BOSS!

and I get picked up
“randomly”
and held for 12 hours
so I have to sign anything they put in front of me
or they threaten to hold me all weekend.

I was picked up at One in the afternoon
NOT charged with anything
and held for twelve hours
being told
there’s no Justice of the Peace
until 9:30 p.m.

So you tell me
on a Friday at 1 p.m.
does it sound reasonable
that there is no JP in the court building?

they’ve done this to every activist and lefty
in the city
over the last 10 years
if you question Authority
or the Ripoff
we’ll incarcerate you.

Social services
working hand in hand with the police
to target the poor
instigating instances like this

pretending to be following “policy”
when everyone knows
Social services leaves everything to their “personal discretion”

They learned it from the KGB
under Putin
anyone inconvenient
gets a mental health label
then no one will take them seriously
and they suddenly have
no rights as a human

That contact info once again:
OFF200@gov.bc.ca
Suite #910 – 360 West Georgia Street, Vancouver, BC V6B 6B2
because it took ME, a former computer tech
3 days to find that contact info

they REMOVED all the contact info for complaints
on all BC Gov websites before the Olympics
just before
they closed down the Human Rights Tribunal offices

so no one could complain
about being evicted or harassed anymore

I think walking an extra 40 blocks each month
and getting harassed weekly by christian brainwashers
is far more serious
than a Jewish man being forced
to move some half pound pointsettas.
on a christian holiday.

I just spent 12 hours in jail
8 hours of which the heat was turned down to 16 degrees or less
without a blanket or headrest, until the 9th hour
constantly shivering
for calling that nasty bitch a cunt

Why did I call her that?

Because she was fucking me over
on purpose
maliciously

She had a huge smirk on
eyes sparkling
as she said
“I’ll take him”

and the smirk
with rolling eyes
just got more mean
and vindictive every second

I’m 90% sure
she was a lesbian

which I don’t have any problems with

except if they are in the 60%+ or so of them
that HATE “faggots”
maybe its more, maybe its only 50%
but the hatred is there, regardless.

that’s just the same discrimination
that they’ve had against them too for centuries
then they repeat it against others

Kate’s boss
Winnie
backed up the “threat” accusation

I’ve had a few interactions with her
when the Commercial Drive office
was changed a year ago
from a Disability office
to a Social Services office

and Winnie’s quiet domain of damaged people
became a horde of the filthy poor
offending her sight
and filling her office
with their smell
and their misery

I stood there one day
more than a year ago
I was surviving outside
I hadn’t had a bath in weeks

I stood before her
watching her lips purse with disgust
covered in her gold rings
gold necklaces
bling everywhere

The bling of and old conservative
the huge ring of a married union worker
I’ve never met an older married union worker
who didn’t harbor hatred for “faggots”

It’s endemic
if you aren’t a conservative when you join the union
you will be before you retire

The bling of a long term union employee
who can fuck you over anyway she wants
and she’ll never really get reprimanded
and its her DISCRETION
who she will help or fuck over

I used to support unions
for decades
but years of this treatment
poor service, condescension, animosity, hate
smirking power trips and loafing Entitlement

I cannot support them any longer.

I’m asking for the form
for a welfare pass to the community center
so I can shower more than once every 2 weeks

She’s only had welfare people in her office a couple months at that point
and she doesn’t actually know
what we are entitled to get

“Oh, no
we don’t have those
I have to pay for my pass
so do you”

I’m trying hard to be cool
I was told by a member of the Brittania community centre
that I could get one of these forms here
to take to them

I persist until she gets the form
then she tries to throw it away
right in front of my eyes

“It asks for an address her
so you’re not eligible
because you have no address”

It takes me almost ten minutes
of PATIENCE
to get her to stamp it and put NFA

I can see it makes her angry
to have to stamp the page
and write 5 words

I wait for another day to ask about
what my card covers in dental
because she thinks
I get nothing
but the SS site, at the library
says I can get minor work done

Britannia gives me my pass with a smile
they don’t give me any
“what’s your address?”
They’re glad to see
that I can use the shower now AND the pool
properly

even though they did let me
use the shower once in a while without a pass
It nice to be able to soak
my blistered feet and use the steam
before going back
outside

slowly dying as everyone watches
and laughs

anyway.

so I spend 12 hours in jail
because of a lazy, spiteful
nasty unionized
bitch twat

But John Lenic, Robert Cooper, Mike Elliot, Jennifer Patterson
and all the other rip off fuckers from Stargate Atlantis
have never been detained or questioned
for a second
for fucking me over
and trying to have me killed.

not one fucking second.

I watched earlier today
as 2 cop cars and 5 cops
dealt with a shoplifter
at a corner store

overkill

Law is NOT Justice
Law is a consensual hallucination
fed by the programming
of the rich
who fuck over anyone they want

with impunity

numbly searching carcasses
amidst this sprawling digital boneyard
finding augmentations in alleys
little bits to increase our speed
fractionally
more cycles

old hard drives near death
hold little precious chunks
gleaned
from the Great Cloud
of bytes

we unpack them slowly
fearful
of decompression bombs
and infection
of being found having them…

cleaned and checked
we examine the parts
what do they do?

we learn how to add them
building
our Machine

the Toolbox
for our mind
in this box
with nothing else

our silent headphones blare the great libraries we amass
while our shelves hold bread
but no peanut butter

no more click clack to drone our minds into nirvana
our keyboards are silent
our mice are frictionless
guided by lasers

of precision

with what we find
these scattered bits and discarded pieces
can we re engineer
their madness?

a silicon screwdriver
with a universal tip
records and builds
sculpted by our trackpads
formed by our mice

there is no earth
for us to grow or hunt
our little white boxes
need wheels
and screens

with this screen
can I construct
or destroy

a pyramid?

the pirates of bytes
meditating
amongst the carnage
of slaves
ever dying
with far less
than the fruit
of their labor

avoiding the pirates of life
thought meme virii reprogrammed robots of meat
filled with cable packages
of conquest and brutality
gun porn car porn engine porn gladiator porn sport porn

We survive in the shadow of their pyramid masters
Suits of greed magnetically gathering devouring

all of us beneath

oh great Maya
may our screens be filled with guns
so our children will know what rules this wreckage of culture
and their veins will fill with appropriate anger
at the sight of the “enemy”

Playing music at an “open mic”.

I was actually, honestly, trying hard to give it a chance
A lot of crappy places can grow on you
I grew up in a couple
but I knew what I was brought here for

I wasn’t sold. Not really.
I’ve been to a lot of music events in my life.

No pretty chicks, really, not regular.
Just chubby sarcastic ones.
Friendly, but big and sarcastic.
I’m pretty lenient of soft figures myself
And twitchy ex-hard drug users

My kinda people in many ways
maybe a bit too hard,
but I like distortion
that grungy mush of different tones

Sitting on the edge of the most cracked out neighborhood i’ve seen in a bit
The Main and Hastings of this suburb it feels like
poverty and misery on a wide scale, blocks that stretch a mile
less dense,
but still a menacing tweak,
an angry need that walks for miles
I looked around and wondered why my “friend” thought I’d like this.

It really wasn’t about me liking it, I knew.
That’s not why he dragged me here.

Anyway,
The guy I’m talking to, chubby, short, balding,
He just finished playing some song from the 60′s
A Crosby Stills and Nash one
I’ve watched him play a lot of songs from that free-love era by now.
Nice singing voice, decent if simple guitar, which seems to improve when you stick a higher grade axe in his hand.

“So where are all fun things in Surrey” I ask
He laughs, a flash of regret seems to cross his face for a second
“Nothing really fun out here, except drinking and fighting, and I don’t really drink anymore”

“Isn’t there a hippie boho area with groovy music and pretty hippie girls anywhere in this place?”
I chose the words carefully, because I knew where it was going.
I knew it from the start, when I first was brought here, months ago.

“Hippies!” he snorts, “No fucking hippies here, We killed ‘em all”

I wonder about this “we”, But I know where I am and who brought me.

I came along with the setup,
so I could see the play
and the players.

“Well, we didn’t kill them, not all of them” he says, almost softening for a second
only a second, then the sneer is back and he continues
“We corrupted them.”

“Corrupted them?”

“Yeah, sure. Get them addicted to drugs, turn them into whores, crack them out, beat them up, fuck ‘em, give ‘em aids or herpes, steal their shit, fuck ‘em all, fucking hippies…make their lives shit so they leave. No more fucking hippies here!”
“GHB?”
“Oh ya, GHB, meth, heroin, crack, whatever, just bring em down, corrupt them. Fuck up their shit. Fuck em all.”

That last line spoken with a hatred and vehemence that seems out of place on his lips
he was just singing “Helplessly Hoping”
very nicely

It’s a sick conversation,
like we’re discussing how they got rid of some “vermin” to use the words of a letter to the West Van Courier right before the Olympics.

I don’t know, I have a soft spot for hippie chicks
they look nice.
It’s like someone talking about hunting bunnies or something
shouldn’t they deserve a warning?
They seem like too easy targets,
obliviously looking at grass or the sky…
gladly accepting a drink
not remembering much after

Kali can only come to them
personally
if they seek revenge

then vengeance they shall wreak

No one will do it if they will not
forgotten
best forgotten

I look around me. pawn shops, liquor store, smokeshop.
trio of crack-ho’s half a block down, standing unsteadily near a gas station

I think about the last time I came to play here
another musician offers to smoke some weed with me
and halfway to the store to get smokes,

the meth/crack/pcp/whatever he stuck in the bottom of the weed pipe hits me.

It’s not like I haven’t been dosed by someone before
but, standing on the corner waiting to cross
with an nasty looking cracked out violent ex-con with home-made tats wanting to “Hey Homie! hug me,
fucking shit….

I haven’t seen a brown or black person in this area,
Not even with Delta a few miles away (lot’s of brown in Delta)
but none here. I guess they got the same treatment as the hippies.
Not many good looking women that are hanging out, ditto?
The First-Nations in this area look tough as nails, they’d have to be.

But I was prepared for that.
I grew up in redneck rural Alberta, I’ve heard worse. Honestly.
I once had to sit through 2 hours of nigger jokes
At a family member’s house
but that’s another story
(sorry ’bout that “N” word)

Hypocrisy always catches my eye, I think about the CSN he was just playing,
“What about your daughter, she’s a teenager eh?
She probably loves that hippy shit, all the funky dresses and necklaces…”
I rightly guess the rebellious streak that opposes parental likes.

“Oh ya, she loves that shit”

“So where do you go around here for stuff like that?”
I knew the answer, I was just baiting him

“Oh, we go into Vancouver when she wants to see shit like that, none around here”
“You go into town a lot?”
“A few times a month”

Wow. Enlightening.
I guess that’s where the cool artistic culture went
in my old neighborhood
the Eloi fleeing the Morlocks

that’s always an interesting thing
to think about
wraith or morlocks sitting
having fun
drinking beer and eating bunnies
laughing

the nice but oddly staring woman
tells me of a dead boy

“guess he was a faggot
set himself on fire in New York
depressed and all”

the look in her eyes is almost glee
“that’s the way it should be”
they seem to say,
like some creepy “in” joke”
then move off wildy into the sky
like a poisoner, here have some tea
I’m offered to come to a barbecue

but the cognitive dissonance
is too much
way too much

oh really officer that faggot just immoliated hisself
a cackle laughter blisters

I light a smoke,
she couldn’t pronounce immolated,
I’m sure of it.

Almost glee

vein pulsing
targets moving
I constantly watch
encircled
laughing

have a fucking smoke
swill my beer and laugh

My “friend” is going on to me about
“those Stargate people that ripped you off,
you have to talk to my friend,
she’s heard lots of stories like that…”
The smirk he always seems to have when he talks about certain things, that”something going on” smirk.

Yeah. Here it comes.
More than 5 months to get to it.
And here she is.

All the eyes around the shop
are fixed on her with admiration
looking at me with that smirk,
a whole shop smirking at once

And suddenly the Priestess is sitting in front of me,
asking me about
my “experiences”
with Stargate Atlantis
and Robert Cooper.

Someone I’ve never met before,
never spoken to,
sitting there to “listen”,
eyes sparkling

I see her vampiric energy swell and glisten behind her eyes
she’s expecting me
to pour out my misery at the rip-off

20 other pairs of eyes are locked on us
it’s certainly not your average coffee shop
but I knew that months ago

I was waiting to see the Priestess

Sitting amongst the Wraith
playing my guitar
I waited a long time
now it’s just Me an d’ Devil
to quote robert J.

I am not afraid
here
many sharp things
are in reach

And I know
myself
the face of the man
they will send

to kill me

I’ve sat with him many times
smoking pot on grass
playing beautiful guitar
he does J.J. Cale

very nicely
so I can play lead

He does not come here
and I
do not play
the guitar

anymore

I walk away to have a smoke
watch her puzzled eyes
I didn’t feed her any stories of the misery
of being ripped of by her friends/associates at SGA.

she was expecting it,
practically leaning forward
mouth watering
a pretty mouth
without any real compassion
“listening”

but I have no interest in feeding her
I saw what I needed
I know her mind fuck drill
I’m actually better at it

It’s funny, cults like this
she is the only beautiful one,
no,
there is one other young woman tonight
but all the rest
are rather large and plain

I wonder about people
who join cults or gangs
of ugly people.
Seems like you’d want to join the cult with babes.
But I’m not here to join their cult

Their Church of Satan Grotto.
goat horn pentacles tattooed on skin and t-shirts
all around me
Brimming with hate for any “white lighters”
Atheist or not.

No. I’m here because this Priestess and her crew of Hunters

They’re connected to the movie business here.

This particular branch
is the “rip off musicians of their original songs” branch
My “friend” constantly urging me
to play something new
They get so angry when I play covers

My favorite
is a blend of Cash and Reznor
on “Hurt”

There are crucifixes in the crowd
eyes gleaming the same as pentacle black bearers
roman torture devices and jewish sigils

symbols of your faith
they certainly are not mine

Myself, I don’t get off on pentacles
I’m not Jewish.
Pentacles are a symbol of the Jews from waaay back
and got picked up by gentile cabbalists as a sign of mercantile
they were one of the earliest standard symbols on masonic work
because of their supposed adornment
of Solomon’s Temple
but they far predate the temple

Still,
I am not that

I’m a mix of Gaul/Celt/Norse/Scot
and I would not wear a pentacle by choice
upside down or not

if you’re going to appropriate something
appropriate something cooler
with so many pantheons
in your own blood
of ancestor memory

Pentacles and goats
Hmmm.
That goat-pentacle thing
is only a couple hundred years old
mostly promoted by a cabbalist anthropologist
Pentacles have never had anything to do with goats
or Pan
except in their role as an opposing force
to semitic tribes

Pan, goatboy
Pan predates Zeus in some greek texts
he was already there
when Chronos still ruled

examination of memes
and dna libraries
memories of ancestors
completely preserved
in blood molecules
holding more
than all our human Archives
in a cell

as Hermes held the Universe
in his mind

superimposed aspects
postures and purposes
recurring forms
given Names

I
tell you

a tale
of mixed observances

you
construct

the rest

Killing time…killing…

The Priestess and her Hunters aren’t jewish either
so I wonder at their strange idolatry of this
the oddest of cultural appropriations
in these otherwise sophisticated vampires

I’ve always thought it odd
when witches self identify
with one of the symbols of the mason masters
with the Inquisition

The Judges, Lawyers, Police, Priests,
and Henchmen
crushing us all to build their pyramids
of of Money and Domination

the fat white male pogrom
rape torture theft murder
of the “infidels” and thinkers
writers,
and loopy hippie chicks…

Taliban of the Cross
and their Henchmen of the Inverted Pentacle
cloying purity and insipid decay
stark black and white

Terrorists and Freedom Fighters
Angels and Devils
Philosophers and Schizophrenics
Memes defined, compared,

recurring, evolving

Galileo
I would sing of thee!

eyes of a visionary
reduced to cinder
before the great white axe
of their fervor and control

the world is not round
Recant!

Did Socrates come upon his face
In that moment?
or Prometheus?

his gift of Reason’s fire
forged with Will and quiet Observation
burned
screaming into submission

I imagine the hands
that held him
before the censer
were not the hands of a Thinker

They were the hands
of an ignorant,
programmed, and controlled
Thug

So many Gods we can Become
So many bodies on conquerors Crosses
Pagan Warriors
until they nail us

or we Overcome them

We shall see no singular god in space
or their heaven
for that is their way
not ours

Our Gods come from within ourSelves
Archetypes
of what we can Become
in Moments

Our Light in the sky
a swirl of Humans
The Wild Hunt,
Herne’s Host

So many forms
the Wheel does take

a Mass of Living
humans interacting

not spirits of the dead

A Wheel
of living Life
circling,
teeming

ascending from the swirling herd of humanity
of animals that we are in ethereal spirit
as lights we ascend swiftly
to that bright white light
and through it

it is no god to Us

but a pool
a Door

of watery light
with a glistening plateau
which we swim through
to sit awhile upon
looking down as living beings

Meditating,
rebuilding
our understanding
of Sight

the pool does not speak to Us

If You say it does
I would say to you
it is the Mind-Voice
of your Priest

You may call his Voice “god” if you wish
I will not
nor will I bow my head
to “pray”

I will look forward at you

I will not
Recant

We will interact with each other
each ourselves as gods
I will give my Teachers
Respect

Your teachers and priests
counselors and clerics of psychology
mad priests and priestesses of the urban wilderness
clutching their Objectivity
and Degrees

amidst the maelstrom

They must
Earn this
from me
not
expect it

marijuana and cigar smoke
curls slowly
from my spliff

Herbal Sacraments

They would say it is killing me.
More swiftly
than this
Burning?

Psychology burns Sight
with an unflinching Cultural Bias
pretending to be oblivious
to its own Subjectivity

A Christian Psychologist
prostrates and speaks to their “god” at night

but mine
they define
as Illusion

I will not
forgive them
They know exactly
what they do

we cannot measure visions
or complex conversations
in layers of speech
that cannot be recorded
or parsed

simultaneously we react to
body language
word language
thought language
smell language
ethereal interactions
postural echo

no dictionaries exist
and translating Babel
we are made
another shape
of ourselves

the Tree of Life
sprouts extends grows
evolves up
through me
and fills me
with Life
spreading out
encompassing

on another good day
to die

I stare at the sun
with a man who talks of killing bunnies
next to a truck

big enough
to drag someone into.

In “A Letter to Freud” dated Feb 1910

if you can find the whole letter it’s very verbose and interesting

coming from a time when smileys hadn’t been invented yet

and people still wrote 3 page letters to each other

“Jung’s Blasphemy”

“…

But 2000 years of Christianity can only be replaced by something equivalent. An ethical fraternity, with its mythical Nothing, not infused by any archaic-infantile driving force, is a pure vacuum and can never evoke in man the slightest trace of that age old animal power which drives the migrating bird across the sea and without which no irresistible mass movement can come into being…

we must give it time to infiltrate into people from many centres, to revivify among intellectuals a feeling for symbol and myth…to transform Christ back into the soothsaying god of the vine, which he was, and in this way absorb those ecstatic instinctual forces of Christianity for the one purpose of making the cult and the sacred myth what they once were – a drunken feast of joy where man regained the ethos and holiness of an animal…

A genuine and proper ethical development cannot abandon Christianity but must grow up within it, must bring to fruition its hymn of love, the agony and ecstasy over the dying and resurgent god, the mystic power of the wine, the awesome anthropophagy of the Last Supper – only this ethical development can serve the vital forces of religion…”

Of course I’d nitpick him on a few of his more flowery and apologist tones and tangents, but there’s the quote for ya, and I am not transcribing any more because my transcription speed is abysmal with four finger typing and a small desk.

I have a very long story about Jesus and that wine thing coming up in a few articles, and one on Pan (another of those dang fertility gods) which is top secret but includes a vast and rambling exposition of the great influence goatboy has had on the world, and why Christianity is always trying to muttonize him

Don’t stop playing pretty boy, I’m starting to get over the smell…

I’ll post that quote. It’s funny, it looks like Jung and Freud and another body had a little bacchanal somewhere and then corresponded on the “mental effects” of their hedonistic archetypal journey.

They seem quite familiar in the letter.
Hmm.
How deep did that archetypal co-operative exploration go?
but maybe the enthusiasm is just a german-english translation artifact…
all those exclamatories!
;p

and being so spurred on by serendipity
I will tell you my great Jesus Stories(tm) of the Wine.
It’s fantastic,
I’ve been telling it for years
so I have many embellishments.

Not today tho
That’s coming up

As well we have chilling extrapolations of clinical eugenics techniques from a sci fi writer
a story about a story by Poul Anderson
a really sick unnamed story…

originally posted Sunday, January 02, 2011

Should be a law against that.

I got jack. Nada.
Seems like a recurring theme.
The Fat Cats aren’t really tightening their belts
But most of us still are
constant

but we get stuck in ruts it seems
zombies for more porn fast food sporting event consumption

I resolved to retire
from working for rip off fat cats
being their go-boy meat robot

speaking of meat robots and zombies….

I thought of Crows and Wolves
How close they seem to be to each other
the strength of a group
Simple and focused
Follow along! Follow along!

I started laughing
To see them

each knowing

that when they are weak
run down
a broken wing
a broken leg
age

Their own pack
will rip them
apart

It’s actually estimated to be larger than 1% of the popuation, more like 1.6%

which would be about 530, 000 humans in Canada.

They have no real rights.

They are an invisible minority.

They are being raped, beaten, tortured, killed.

Robbed, mocked, kidnapped, hurt in intentional accidents,

poisoned, enslaved, tracked and descended upon

They are being crushed economically, spiritually, physically.

As many as the Rwandan massacre, right now.

But here, this has been going on for 6 decades or more

so it’s actually a number 3 or 4 TIMES the size of the Rwandan massacre

In Rwanda, there are courts trying mete justice

Here, in Canada, police, courts, judges and doctors are involved in the massacre and coverup

Just like they have hidden widespread child abuse

looking the other way if money is in their hand

or worse

if they can join in

A Jewish man in Van won 10k from the human rights tribunal

because his employer made him put poinsettias in the window

an affront to his spiritual beliefs

to put some significant holiday flowers in the window

He gets 10k,

and none of these people being massacred

will ever be seen in the court of Canadian human rights

because they aren’t human

they are lesser beings

born lower than any queer could fall

mutilated in infancy and adolescence

mutilations and murders

enshrined in policies

written and unwritten

these half a million humans in Canada

will be consistently targeted, mutilated, raped, assaulted, murdered, aborted, robbed…

The human rights commission in Canada will never hear them

no provincial court will give them justice.

they won’t get 10k, regardless of how much of their blood and tears flow.

They are supposed to accept their fate.

I remember the Rwandan situation on TV.

They tell us now it was 500k – 800k people,

but back then,

when the death toll was supposedly about 200k

It caused an outcry from the world.

A great outcry, far too long in coming

a scream for justice that ended in tribunals of hatred and grief

stories of death

still being told

Here, in Canada

6 times as many people have been incinerated

but their deaths

bring only drunken laughter around tables late at night

when the workday hypocrisy of equality

can be let down.

The lowest stage of humanity is experienced when the individual must labour for a small pittance of wages from others. – Robert Owen

I believe that banking institutions are more dangerous to our liberties than standing armies. If [the people] ever allow private banks to control the issue of their currency, first by inflation, then by deflation, the banks and corporations that will grow up around [the banks] will deprive the people of all property until their children wake-up homeless on the continent their fathers conquered. Thomas Jefferson, (Attributed)

Justice denied anywhere diminishes justice everywhere. – Martin Luther King

Washing one’s hands of the conflict between the powerful and the powerless means to side with the powerful, not to be neutral. Paulo Freire

The doctrine that might makes right has covered the earth with misery. While it crushes the weak, it also destroys the strong. Every deceit, every cruelty, every wrong, reaches back sooner or later and crushes its author. John Peter Altgeld

Where justice is denied, where poverty is enforced, where ignorance prevails, and where any one class is made to feel that society is an organized conspiracy to oppress, rob and degrade them, neither persons nor property will be safe. Frederick Douglass

Even strong as they are today, rich countries should have no illusion: nobody is safe in aworld of injustices.War will never bring security.War can only generate monsters: bitterness, intolerance, fundamentalism, and the damaging denial of current hegemonies.The poor must be given reasons to live, not to kill or die. – Lula da Silva

but I know that society may be formed so as to exist without crime, without poverty, with health greatly improved, with little, if any misery, and with intelligence and happiness increased a hundredfold; and no obstacle whatsoever intervenes at this moment except ignorance to prevent such a state of society from becoming universal. – Robert Owen

Overcoming poverty is not a gesture of charity. It is an act of justice. It is the protection of a fundamental human right, the right to dignity and a decent life . . .

Nelson Mandela

A truly free society must not include a “peace” which oppresses us. We must learn on our own terms what peace and freedom mean together. There can be no peace if there is social injustice and suppression of human rights, because external and internal peace are inseparable. Peace.is not just the absence of mass destruction, but a positive internal and external condition in which people are free so that they can grow to their full potential.

– Petra Kelly

I wonder about putting that Aquinas quote in there, he was one of those ascetic types who was disgusted about bodily functions and sex. Hmm. Its still a nice quote, but the man himself I probably wouldn’t like.

But,
its a sleepy Sunday morning
after a bitter cold snap

so make some tea and listen to music…

Lately I got on a jazz hunt
searching for new stuff
and replaying gems I recently re found

Keith Jarret, a master keyboardist with many projects and releases,
keeps popping back to my playlist
Especially this Sunbear Concert
The Osaka November 8, 1976 first half
just keeps getting replayed

On a search for jazz piano
I stumbled upon Aziza Mustafa
and I keep playing her first album

With Youtube I managed to enjoy some early Larry Coryell
The Jam with Albert, and Lady Coryell from his self titled fusion masterpiece

then I got back to one of my all time favourites
The Lounge Lizards.
No Pain For Cakes, Big Heart Live, Voice of Chunk
I keep listening to these albums
years later

I got some research to do
some ranting and spew
but for a few more hours
I’ll relax and cook
stew…
8P

Something for you !
Ass in my face
a very pretty ass

But a rat in the gutter
even a clean rat
is just a rat

Regardless of who I will be known as
of who I really am
inside

in this time
here

I am a rat
the cool duuuuuuuuuuuuude
with the tats
and his ears stretched wide
Mr. Slick
slides in

Swine snuffling for pearls
and oyster

A serpent tongue
of smooooooth talking
a “playa”

so much better
than a rambling geek boy
gazing at visions
creating worthless things
of beauty…

Slick’s got a good slave’s job
a proper meat robot he is
aesthetically pleasing to the eyes
he says all the right things
plays the Game well
as playas do
The Game I have no time or energy for

She follows the signals
automatically
she’s been trained this way
in the Game
where everything is a lie
with a purpose

I have no time
or soul energy
for Lies
or Games

I avoid them
like plague dogs on the road
a sign of decay
approaching

so I step back to watch

the Play repeated
again
again
watching
how lies
are always better than truth to her
the shallow surface
pretty sheen
pretty things
always dazzle her
like dangling string

I gave her warning
being observant

but when has advice like that
ever been heard by beauty?
It’s only ever seen
as jealousy

Now she looks at me with red eyes choking tears
but I have no warmth in my heart anymore
almost none

a small amount of pity
behind a mask of indifference
no point
to show
that I once cared

because I can’t
be bothered
with such a simple fool

she’s diseased now
mind and body

scarred, scabbed, contagious
wishing she’d chose differently

I wish she had chose differently
I see
that we both wish…

Her face and heart still beautiful
her blood and pinkness
full of parasites

I might
if I was wrapped in plastic
no kisses on the mouth

but trust is at the core of what we seek
and my heart-on my sleeve
is sealed in plastic

empty of trust and playfulness

and bitter

when we can round people up
cleanly
make life cleaner
would we then
have such an outcry?

Fly our troops
to new lands
where our tyrants
would have a claim
and our sons
will kick in their doors
and search their houses

make way for oil
and afghan heroin
opium of dreams
fueling machines
of death and subjugation

we say we do this
not
for our god
or money

but for some other reason
we save you

yes,
with armour
and uniforms
we save you

from yourselves

and our profit
is a
consequence

was a strong influence on my early reading in life.

Lucky for all of us, most of his works can be read online.

The Prophet was in my school library, and when I’d read every piece of fiction in the room,

I found this beautiful, dense little book with watercolors in grey

Filled with a flowing lyrical prose.

My quick favorites to get you interested in browsing there are:

Laws

Freedom

Children

All across Canada, hate crimes against gays are on the rise.

The government turns the other cheek while white supremacist gangs plunder public health databases and attack transgendered people using actual health authority personal information.

I’ve heard more anti-jew sentiment in the last 3 years than I have in my whole life. I’ve also seen and heard lots of “chink” bashing, and so many muslim slurs.

I look at the big ugly cement penis statue in Grandview Park. An ugly middle finger sticking out of the ground. Ugly slabs of concrete. It’s not even a statue, or something showing good people fighting against HATRED and DISCRIMINATION and EUGENICS.

It’s just a big cement penis to war, with a plaque that says “Remember our fallen comrades”

Comrades, sort of like communist soldiers of the new social cleansing order.

Those “comrades” died fighting a man very much like our society is becoming under harper

I guess we’ll continue here with our rants and ravings,

I have a couple of articles coming up
that touch on sensitive topics

perhaps I’ll get your attention with one of them

and convince you to read further down, check the older articles
There’s already a lot of stuff here.

Now I have a computer to use,
I’ll be back with more dissent and opinions of our fucked up world
our fucked up society

Where justice is only real for the wealthy
And we daily pay lip service to the concept

of Freedom.
Being without a home,
There are a lot of people who assume I’m some slothful slacker fool

Perhaps some will actually read a bit further
so I can convince them differently.

“The Right to Be Different: Deviance and Enforced Therapy”
by Nicholas N. Kittre

I was drawn to it in a pile because it had a front page blurb by Thomas Szasz who I had written about in a previous article.

I could literally pull hundreds of amazing quotes out of Mr. Kittrie’s book.
Even though it was written in the mid 70′s, most of the information is still actively relevant, and even more frightening is the fact that most of the rights-abusive situations he writes about and examines continue to this day, the horrifying legislations and state/police/and “therapeutic” practices he brings to light are, for the most part, still active 30 years later.

Where this book shines is in its constant confrontation with
“scope creep/function creep“, where a legislation ostensibly put in place “for society or the person’s benefit” is gradually broadened and its criteria widened so that a non criminal process can be used for lengthy  incarceration of  individuals without due process or recourse to legal mechanisms or representation for the incarcerated.

Whole chapters on juvenile process abuses, forced sterilization, and the culturally biased oppression of alternative lifestyles by “morality crime” legislation will shock and enrage you if you have any conscience left after a day of modern brainwashing.

Maybe the latest Officer Friendly, PC Michael Lemon  from the Commercial Drive Community Police Office will actually do some investigating. Nah. He’s gone through my whole blog and he can’t see ANYTHING criminal there.  He’ll gladly phish for my personal information though. Maybe ask him why?
I wonder if he recently had an expensive vacation.
Everybody else I talk to seems to get one.

Or perhaps my local MLA will actually look at what’s happening in her “community”.

Right. Sure. Maybe she’ll get a vacation too. Like that judge did…

Legal aid won’t help me with a lawyer to take on Stargate/Pegaus Productions. The fee up front is $25K for a lawyer to even start looking at what happened to me. Police and judges have been paid. No one is going to actually do any investigating of what I’ve said, and no one will be made to pay for what they’ve done to me. There is no justice in Canada unless you can afford to put a couple hundred thousand bucks in a paper bag for the judges pocket. That’s the truth of it here. The only justice you get in Canada is the Justice you make for yourself, the police are just glorified security guards.

Our country has become so corrupt
Crime/bribery/insider scams/paper bag deals/theft/fraud by politicians and “lawmakers/law enforcement”  is institutionalized.  Every police force in Canada has employees with gang connections. If you have money, you win in court, if you don’t have money, you can’t access justice, and you wouldn’t get it anyway, since in Canadian Courts the one with the most money wins. Regardless of what is “Just”.
No one even bothers to vote because they know its a rigged system, not a level playing field.
The gangs are running Canada now with money from the US.
Look at how long it’s taking to investigate the BC rail scandal. In the end only one or two people will get a slap, while dozens of gov’t employees laugh and wheel away bags of money.

Anyway.
I live outside in a shopping cart, surviving on $280/Mo for me and my dog.
while the man who ripped me off and his buddies live like kings.

So here’s the goods, for the occasional good soul who believes enough in Mr. Taylor and his dog Koala to read this far and actually think about what I’m saying.

The following people are all members of the crew of Stargate Atlantis.
These are the people that I know for a fact are fully aware of the truth of my claims against Robert Cooper that he consulted with me on the SGA pilot because he had no ideas and he needed to get something together about “atlantis” within the SG1 framework.
Our conversation on the patio of Turks was witnessed by Andy Mikita and 2 other people I know very well.
The conversation lasted about 40 minutes and is recorded on Robert’s Marantz cassette deck.
Robert agreed to pay me 15-20% for what he used of my ideas, we shook hands, at least 6 of the ideas were used as the core of the pilot series.

And I think to myself, of the hundreds, maybe a couple of thousand employees of Pegasus Productions and Stargate Atlantis, and of IATSE who worked for them,
that if every one of them that made more than $100,000 over the last 8 years
put $2K or more into a pot
I’d have enough to live for a few years and even get my own projects up and running.
Greedy fucks. Yes you fucking dicks who work at the Bridge.
Think about it.
Some of you made over a million.

The following crew/cast are 100% aware that I was the originator of these ideas that became the pilot, they are also all aware that I have not been paid and they all know that there was an actual agreement between Robert Cooper and I.

This makes all of these people ACCOMPLICES
in GRAND LARCENY, FRAUD, and ATTEMPTED MURDER.
This is GANG ACTIVITY.
A group of people against one.

The following people are the ones I would SUBPOENA if I could AFFORD a lawyer in a country where the MINORITY PM has axed almost all access to legal representation for the lower classes.

If I could I’d also appeal to the court to make them all take lie detection.  Oh, right, they have to swear on the BIBLE. OOOOH.

I guess we can guarantee they’ll tell the truth with that eh?
It’s one of the major crimes of our system, we base our court system on this BS fairy tale about biblical honesty, where if we make someone “swear” on some “holy book” we can all rest assured that the truth is served.

So let’s start of course, with Robert Cooper who made a business agreement with me to have a creative consultation on the topic of Atlantis and other concepts relating to a sci-fi conceptualization of Atlantis. He was contracted by Syfy/MGM to write a series based on the SG franchise with Atlantis as a core plot feature in early 2003 and he was stumped for ideas with a deadline looming. He met up with me on the patio at turks and waited patiently for a half hour for me to finish talking with a couple friends. Andy Mikita was sitting right there on the patio at Turks with us and was witness to the agreement, the handshake, the tape recording and the creative consultation.

About my claim about consulting with Robert Cooper on SGA:

When something is created, the idea has to come from somewhere.
It’s never the money people at the top who come up with the good ideas,
its always someone who is paid a lot less who actually comes up with the idea that is reworked by the other various writers and artists(more lower paid schmucks).

Robert Cooper isn’t a writer.
He’s a rich producer with a recorder who can rip off other people for ideas, hand the tape over to some other poor schmuck to expand upon it, and he takes the credit and gets all the money, which he then scatters a few coins to his buddies and a few of the the real people who did the work.

That’s how big american media works, and they’re trying to convince everyone that that is just the way it is.

Its for this very same reason that all the best filmmakers in the last 50 years started by making their own films outside of the ripoff L.A. system, which SGA is run from.

The only reason the stargate franchise is made up here (in Vancouver) is because they can pay people shit, the government gives them money (which they hardly give to REAL canadian productions) and they don’t have to pay canadian crews the same residuals they pay to american crews, the RCMP have no ability to stop repeats of the Cinar scam, so they just keep doing it.

I am a writer, as I have proven over and over here.
I also am specifically a screenwriter, and I have scripts I recently digitized to post as proof for you to see.

I also study spirituality and mythology, which is where the the “atlantis” meme resides in our history, and I have been a hard science fiction fan for about 30 years.

Robert didn’t come up with the ideas for the series, other people did,
I came up with 7 main ideas that became the core of the SGA pilot series.
Robert Cooper owns 10 houses in my neighborhood.
He’s aware of the coffee shop where I hung out, because half a dozen other IATSE people hang there.
He did actually come to see me at Turk’s on Commercial, made a deal with me, recorded the ideas in the consulting meeting, and then he took that and gave it to his writing team to flesh out.

I’m not delusional or crazy, I’m a creative writer and thinker who was consulted on a series plot development by a rich producer backed by american money and I haven’t been paid my fee. These things happen, yes, but I do deserve to be paid my fee regardless of how many other stories of ripoffs like mine there are.  And he’s got his GANG of thieves backing him up and cutting me down to make people think I am lying.

Obviously I assume the other “writers” and producers (Joseph Mallozzi, Paul Mullie, N. John Smith, Brad Wright, Carl Binder, Martin Gero, Martin Wood, John G. Lenic, Alan McCullough) are aware of the scam, but I’m focusing here on people that I know with 100% certainty are fully filled in on Robert using my ideas without paying the agreed-upon fee.  The ripoff of me, of course, I’m not even getting into the fact that they didn’t actually write the “Canadian” show, the scripts were sent up from the states by Syfy after being “vetted” (ie: OUTLINED) by the DOD. Same scam as Cinar used, and just like Cinar, they’ll get away with the “canadian content that’s not Canadian” tax scam while the RCMP shake their heads and throw up their hands.

Next let’s add Amanda Tapping and Richard Dean Anderson from the cast who were fully aware of my role as a consultant, and I strongly believe that Torri was fully aware of the scam as well.

Funny eh? The “Honorable” Ms. Carter and her “righteous” boyfriend Jack O’Neil, after saving the world from the evil gods of the brown people, screaming “No one get’s left behind” and then laughing with evil glee as they drive their rich fancy cars past the poverty stricken writer who never got paid a dime for acting as a creative consultant for their show. Spewing vile crap on the small screen about “honor”, “justice”, “equality”, “loyalty”, while they shit on the little people and laugh. These are the greatest of hypocrites, these two, and I hope someone pelts them with something evil and rotting while they dine in a fancy restaurant or walk a red carpet, so they can stink to match the blackness of their souls. If they have souls. That’s debatable. I doubt either of them do, even though I believe every human has roughly the same type of spirit power. But that gets into philosophy with fuzzy epistemological bounds. Too fuzzy for these grunts I think.

Next let’s add Post Production :

Michael Eliot, Super Asshole American Exploitationist Prick, Mike actually is directly involved in the ripoff deal and is the man who takes Canadian Tech and Crew credits and gives them to american buddies who never set foot on the set, so all possible residuals go to amerikans instead of the Canucks who actually did the work. Mike isn’t very bright, years of massive cocaine and alchohol abuse having boosted his ego beyond acceptable limits, he now collects massive paychecks for sitting in a chair sleeping or spewing crap about socialism being evil communism in disguise while he brags about his collection of expensive cuban cigars and spits after mentioning Castro’s name. I submit that he probably would jerk off to pictures of Bush, if he wasn’t a racist homophobe. He’s an exploitationist  American bigot, and if I was to cuddle my most conspiratorial beliefs, I’d call him a CIA handler. But that would really be too much I guess. Hmm. On the other hand, try finding a picture of Mr. Eliot. In a world of web page marketing for production pros, Mike and his assistant Jennifer don’t have any online pictures. Maybe because they’re guaranteed a job from Mother. Nah, he’s just a right wing redneck american who thinks the colonization of Canada is inevitable for the great and holy Uncle Sam.

Jennifer L. Johnson, Team Player dick with occasional nice days. Does the actual work that Mike gets credited with while sleeping. Won’t rock the boat. The kind of climber that’ll go to a hockey game even if she doesn’t like hockey, if that’s what the team is doing. She get’s things done, and done right, but she’s still more of a follower than a leader. She might think it’s sad that the poor Canuck writer is getting ripped off, but as long as she can pay for her new Cadillac she really wouldn’t care what happens to him. American and completely convinced the red white and blue is going to one day own all of Canada. Somewhere inside I think there’s a socialist trying to get out, but the $100k+/year or so she makes up here working on the project I started is more important than equality. Not a homophobe, but she won’t stick up for someone getting beat down by her gang. Have a talk with her sometime if you’re in East Van, she lives near Trout lake and hangs out at Fet’s patio on Commercial when there’s a Canuck’s game

Kerry McDowall, Nice lady, beautiful, has a good heart. Being Mike’s daughter its hard to understand how she ended up being nice. She thinks people should get paid for what they do, but hey she’s gotta keep her job eh? She knows all the scores after all these years, but she’s low on the totem pole for opinions about it.

Rick Martin, Really nice guy. I like Rick, but he’s close buds from waaaay back with Mike and lived through those same years of massive film industry coke use before settling down to be a married pirate. He makes more than 10K /month so he isn’t going to rock the boat for a lefty writer. I had a number of conversations with Rick about script theft and the theft of ideas, trying to suss out what he thought. He feels bad about it, but as he says “No one has ever won a script theft lawsuit against a big american media company in the entire history of Canada”, there just isn’t any legal protection here for creatives. If you’re in Kitsilano, look him up. Or email him at his webpage.

and VFX:

Shannon Gurney, Nice, but Team Player will follow along with the scam. I like Shannon, but she really doesn’t care about people getting paid for what they do. As long as she can do her job stress free and get her own paycheck, why would she rock the boat? Seen her BF cruising the drive this week, which I never see, maybe he’s got a get even streak going on. Would he like it if the bank foreclosed their house, or if someone stole from him? Probably not. Made a good 8-10K/mo working on the project I started, and knew the score from day one when I got hired to rub my face in it. Not a bad person, but will stick with what the gang decides to do. I really do mean GANG. You might find her at Trout Lake sometime with her dog, she lives pretty close to there.

James Rorick, Nice guy when he’s not being a bitchy ex-gangster or homophobe, but Team Player and will follow along with the scam. It’s money, why should he care? As long as he has his house. Who cares about some “fag” who had his ideas stolen. If he doesn’t have the money to sue, why worry eh? Saw him on the drive shortly after writing this, so maybe he’s the one who’s been nominated to shut me up with a beating. I wonder how James would feel if he didn’t get any of HIS residuals, or didn’t get paid for 7 years. I wonder if he would actually kill Robert, if he was in my position? I think he probably would. Violently.

Mark Savela, The VFX supervisor who knew the story of the scam and profited by the low wage I was paid as a tech. No reason to stick up for me or give me a raise for a tech job well done, since the savings on my wage paid for a nice car. Car vs. doing the right thing and making sure that everyone gets paid for what they actually do.  The car wins. Mark tries to be a nice guy, but he’ll stick with the gang and keep his money. I deserved a raise, Mark, for doing an excellent job, even though I knew you were all mocking me. I also deserve to get paid for my creative work on the pilot and you know it. You might find Mark around Clark Park off of Commercial Drive on Woodland. Give him a shout, or shout at him.

Christopher Stewart, FX TD who actively sought me out to hire me at a shit wage as a PA/IO Tech and rub the scam into the wound after Robert ripped me off. Kept insisting that I get my right address on file, even though I picked up my checks. Shortly thereafter I had assholes target me at my house. In on the whole thing from the start, I wonder why he thought it was ok for me to get ripped off. Maybe someone should stiff him on a contract sometime, see what he thinks. Has a Thunder Bay connection, which comes into play as the instigating factor of the whole shitstorm, when you know Eric the Red. He hangs around Main and 11th when hes not in Mission or some such place. Send him a comment at his “Stone Soup” site: Flay

I’m pretty sure that the token indians (Rachel Luttrell, Jason Momoa, David Hewlett) didn’t know, but maybe they did. But, like their characters they are always subservient to their American military white male allies, they represent the “primitives” of the third worlds, who must be “helped” out of their “backwards” ways by their “peaceful” white colonial military benefactors.

oops, running out of library time

but stay tuned, I’m going to explain each one some more over the next while!
In the meantime, maybe you, gentle reader, can give them a call in Vancouver, send them an email, post on the SGA fansite and ask them why they are being such dicks…They mostly all live here in vancouver where I live, and most actually live right in east vancouver…

So look them upand ask them why they think it’s ok for me to not get paid for what I did, while they all laugh and drink their faces off in Hawaii once a year and bounce their new kids on their knees while sitting in their new houses.

While Koala and I live in a park  and scrounge food from alleys with our shopping cart.
Koala is 8 years old, she really shouldn’t be outside so much.

Someone will pay for the hard life she’s had, in the end, if I have any hand in it.

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